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Sleep Paralysis: Awake But Still Asleep
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Sleep Paralysis: Awake But Still Asleep
Hiro Takahashi
A person may wake up and find himself unable to move or speak as if he is frozen. He also may hear footsteps, see a ghost-like creature, or feel someone sitting on his chest. Throughout the history, people considered this phenomenon as work done by evil spirits. However, the modern science can explain the terrifying event as a Sleep Paralysis.
A Sleep Paralysis is possibly a hereditary disorder in which one experiences very frightening seconds or minutes of total body paralysis with little respiration and eye movements (1). A victim in this state feels awake, but he cannot move or speak (2). In addition to the immobility, the common symptoms include feeling choked or suffocated, hearing strange noises like footsteps and voices, seeing beings or dark shadows, and feeling an existance of someone in the room (1). Although these symptoms often direct the victims to believe in ghosts, mistransmission of neural signals in the brain causes Sleep Paralysis. When a person sleeps, his brain sends signals to inhibit any muscle contraction (3). If he comes into consciousness before the brain sends signals to activate muscle contraction, he cannot move his body, and consequently, become "paralyzed"(2).
In order to understand how a body becomes paralyzed while the person is awake, it is necessary to understand sleep cycles. In a mammalian sleep, the brain activity undergoes two different states called non-REM (NREM) sleep and REM sleep, which differ very much from wakefulness (3). NREM and REM sleep alternate cyclically through the night; in human, about 80 minutes of NREM sleep starts a night of sleep, about 10 minutes of REM sleep follows, and this 90 minute cycle is repeated about 3 to 6 times during the night (3). During NREM sleep, a body produces few movement, but the body has capability of tossing about in bed and producing some other motor events, such as sleepwalking and sleeptalking (3). The cardiac-muscle contraction and breathing occur at a uniform rate, and the eyes move slowly (2). During REM sleep, on the other hand, heart rate, respiration rate, and blood pressure vary (3). The eyes move rapidly because most dreaming takes place in this period, and the sleeper probably "look" at the moving objects in a dream (2).
The brain's control over muscles during REM sleep points out that in this period, a body is normally in the state of total paralysis, called a "nonreciprocal flaccid paralysis" (3). Probably to prevent a person from "acting out" a dream, the brain sends signals to inhibit any muscle contractions (2). Although some peripheral muscles, such as the muscles of the fingers and face, still twitch, the large skeletal muscles become relaxed, or "paralyzed" as a result (3). Some evidence supports that the motor paralysis of REM sleep protect against the acting out of one's dreams. A patient who suffers from rare syndrome called REM Sleep Behavior Disorder lacks the normal nonreciprocal flaccid paralysis, and he acts out violent dreams during REM sleep, often with injurious consequences (4). For example, a 60-year-old surgeon dreamt that he was attacked "by criminals, terrorists, and monsters who always tried to kill [him]" and fighting against them in the nightmare, he was actually punching and kicking his wife who slept in the same bed (4).
A nonreciprocal flaccid paralysis during REM sleep is accomplished actively by postsynaptic inhibition of motorneurons (3). Although the exact process of motor inhibition is not clear, some neurotransmitters and hormones are known to generate the many components of REM sleep. Aministering physostigmine, an inhibitor of the catabolic enzyme, increases the concentration of acetylcholine within the neurons in the pons, making it possible to artificially generate and start REM sleep in the middle of NREM sleep (3). Carbachol, the cholinergic agonist, produces a period of REM sleep in cat when directly injected into the pontine tegmentum (3). The hormone melatonin, a "master hormone" (5) that mainly controls circadian rhythms, also seems to play an important role in enhancing the REM state; the level of melatonin secretion by the pineal gland reaches its lowest during REM sleep (5). Such neurotransmitters and hormones probably activate or inhibit the activity of second messengers, which then activate or inhibit the third messengers, and so on till the last messenger inhibit the synaptic transmission or cause hyperpolarization of the motorneurons. And if, for some reason, the nervous or endocrine system continues to release the neural inhibitors, a person may experience Sleep Paralysis as he enters awakefully into or awakens directly from REM period (2).
While the modern neuroscience can describe the state of Sleep Paralysis as some errors of the neural transmission in the brain during REM sleep, a person who has seen or heard ghost-like figures/voices may easily believe that eveil spirits fully controlled his entire body. However, the images or noises, which the victim believes that he has seen or heard, are most likely hallucinations; and hallucinations, too, can result from the brain activity. In the 1960's, the Canadian neurologist W. Penfield introduced that electrical stimulation of the temporal lobe can cause the auditory hallucinations in the wake state (5). The buzzing or ringing sounds in the ears and other auditory hallucinations are closely associated with the activity of the auditory cortex and involves the temporal lobe (5). During the early period of sleep paralysis, the activity of the temporal lobe increases significantly, sometimes inducing hallucinatory sense (5). Similarly, the visual cortex generates internal visual stimuli, causing the victim to "see" terrifying figures during the paralysis (5).
How an episode of Sleep Paralysis induces visual or auditory hallucinations is still not clear, but it seems to have a significant relationship with anxiety (5). For anxiety is a neurocognitive event closely related to both psychological and physical processes, the extreme anxiety or panic may cause the release of several different signal molecules that trigger all kinds of physical events (5). A person experiencing Sleep Paralysis feels mortal fear or extreme panic, and hence, the brain generates and releases internal visual or auditory stimuli, producing hallucinations.
Also, hallucinations during Sleep Paralysis may happen, for one keeps dreaming even after some parts of his brain wakes up directly from REM sleep. Since the nervous and endocrine systems continue to release the neural inhibitors which sustain the paralysis, it may be possible that those systems keep releasing the neural activators that stimulate dreaming. Thus, a person continues to "see" the images and "hear" the noises produced in the dream that he has just had in REM sleep from which he has awaken.
Understanding more neural concepts of Sleep Paralysis, some researchers now hypothesize that a very rare condition called Sudden Unexplained Nocturnal Death Syndrome (SUNDS) may closely relate to Sleep Paralysis (1). Upon the death, a SUNDS victim produces no body movement even though he experiences a myocardial infarction and strong breathing difficulties and should straggle in agony (5). The death may be caused by the extreme muscle atonia during Sleep Paralysis, which is so severe that even the cardiac muscles and the diaghragm paralyze (5).
Until I started researching on this subject, I have believed that the total paralysis of a body is due to an evil taking absolute control over the body. However, the interactions between neurons in the brain can explain this seemingly mysterious phenomenon in a scientific way. Although the explanation is not complete yet, for there are many unclear processes about Sleep Paralysis, the current hypothesis appears to reject the possibility of ghosts on this matter. Of course, it is impossible to completely disprove the existence of "spirits", "minds", or "God" affecting one's behavior. Nevertheless, like Sleep Paralysis and SUNDS, many or the mysterious conditions and behaviors which are only explained in supernatural terms probably result from brain.
WWW Sources
1)The Evil's of Sleep Paralysis
4)REM Sleep Behavior Disorder: A Neurologic Dissociative Sleep Disorder
5)Recurrent Isolated Sleep Paralysis
Comments made prior to 2007
I have been trying to figure out what was going on in my sleep untill i read this.Now i am happy to know what my body was expeiencing. It's quite scary your first couple experiences of sleep paralysis but now i'm gonna stay calm when it is happening to me and try to get my own understanding of the experience ... Jeremy, 21 March 2006
I have had sleep paralyisis at least once per month for the last 8 years. I am 29 as of this writing. I just had the experience about 1 hour ago and thus has caused me to do reasearch about it on the net. I noticed that many Dr.'s contribute this to anxiety, stress and other factors. My question is ... why is there always an evil presence in that concious yet body is still asleep phase? Today I heard a loud static sound, and opened my eyes to a spider crawling all over my arm. When I prayed to God, or said His name (Jehovah) the spider would start to disappear. I finally went thru my mental prayer when I awoke. This leads me to believe that it is more of a spiritual occurence, because I never have positive images while in this paralized state. I know there are many things in which our ancestors thought it was demonic rather than scientific, only to find there was a scientific explanation. However, I think this is different and cannot be simply written off as "scientific". There is not enough proof to show that it is scientific.
About a month ago I had another episode of sleep paralysis and I saw a small presence in the room with me. It was dark, and I could not see it's face (I am getting chills typing about it right now). My question is, why is there always an evil presence not only associated with my episodes, but so many others I have read about? ... Abel, 24 August 2006
i was thinking it is evil who do that during night but now i find out why. I am suffering from sleep paralyze possibly every nigh spicily when i have dinar ... Salah Nasser, 28 January 2007
I used to have this sleeping disorder when I was a child. It has come back once or twice with adulthood, but otherwise, it is in the past. I used to, with great effort, move my hand to my face and pull an eye open, which would wake me up, but sometimes the struggle was too much and I would go on into a deeper sleep.
Since the brain can do this to me, can it also cause me to get migraines just as I am about to wake up?
It seems, as I have discovered, if I get less than 4 hours sleep a night, I do not get migraines. If I get 6 hours or more, it's about a 90% chance I will wake with a migraine. Later in the day, I get an hour or two nap and that is the routine as it works. Doctors just sort of treat the migraine and don't get into the sleep thing I have. I take MaxAult for the migraines when they do get me.
I woke one time, and just as I woke, I felt this white-hot needle going into my head... bingo. A migraine in 5 seconds. That is how they can occur. I wake with them otherwise. I figure it my brain doing things it shouldn't. I have a clean bill of health otherwise.
Thanks for your time. Have a good day ... Jay, 11 February 2007
I have a question, and hope someone out there has an answer, it has been months and I have thus far failed to find one. Has there ever been a record of anyone receiving the effects of sleep paralysis without having been asleep? The reason I ask this, is a while ago, having not slept in a few hours, I was sitting at my computer, and it seemed to have happened to me. Within seconds I was too tired to hold up my own head, and my breathing got very difficult. Then I began to feel a sort of dizziness as my limbs lost feeling, and dropped to my side. after this, the dizziness turned to near blindness. I could see, but nothing would focus, and everything I tried to look at seemed to dart around like a mosquito. By this time I had no feeling in my entire body, could move nothing without quite a bit of concentration, and I could barely breath. My mother heard me try and make out some kind of cry for help, and found me there spilled into my computer chair. She rolled me to my bed, and poured me into it. Within about 10-15 minutes I had regained everything I once had, but my sea legs did not ware off for another ten or so minutes. I went to the emergency soon after. I had an E.K.G. and a C.A.T. scan, with no results, and I piss less in a week then the amount of blood they took that night. After basically telling me I was lying, the doctor told me that my symptoms did not fit anything at all. What I do know, is I have been researching the issue ever since, and can only base my problem on Sleep Paralysis. All the symptoms match. And again, my question....Has there ever been a record of someone under the effects of sleep paralysis without ever having gone to sleep? I hope you can shed some sort of light on this subject, as it,...well, it freaked me the hell out, and no one has been able to answer me! Thank you for your time ... Mitchel Henderson, 7 December 2007
I used get this "evil paralysed me" feeling when i was paralysed and usually saw a ghost. i tried to shout or move but no sound escaped my mouth and couldn't move at all. it happened again yesterday and was almost convinced that ghosts/evil spirits were getting the better of me. But, me being a practical and logical guy, erjected this theory and started researching on this phenomenon. I came across this research paper on Sleep Paralysis. This greatly helped me in alleviating my fears. And next time i "see" a ghost during sleep paralyses, ill just laugh at it ;-) Thanks for the research ... Siddarth, 10 December 2007
Comments
Sleep Paralysis
I'm 15 years old and ever since I was about 9 I've been expierencing what you call 'sleep paralysis'. It's a very traumatizing happening for me. Usually it occurs in this order: I'm having a restless night, I toss and turn until I finally give up and lay on my back. I slowly fall asleep and then about 5 or 10 minutes into the sleep, I feel the sudden urge to get up. Once i flip open my eyes I can no longer move. And from then on, I expierence everything that was stated in the article above. I just can't bring myself to believe that this is completely scientific, and I don't think it is. I'm also amazed that so many other people expierence this as well, I must say that I'm glad I'm not alone. And I'm also happy that there is some sort of explanation for it.
I don't really have any specific questions about this topic now, except the general one - why? Why does this happen? Yea, I understand my body mentally wakes up before it physically is ready to wake up...but why?
I guess some questions are better left, unanswered.
Thanks for reading this
-Tasha :]
I have had sleep paralysis
I have had sleep paralysis before. Last time I had it, I hallucinated during SP for the first time. I felt the presence of a laughing girl. It creeps me out.
SP my story
I´ve tried having sp af couple of times, but last night was the scariest thing i have ever had. Normaly i feel like dying, i cant breath, or move. But the last 2 times it have been different. The first time i dreamed i was at the bottom of the ocean, and i suddenly waked up, shaking, but couldn´t move, and it felt like a strong wind on my body, and my teeths were clattering. The second time, which was last night, i woke up, couldnt move either, shaking a lot, a strange alien like noise, and the wind again as if somebody where sucking the life out of me, i was very convinced that i was aliens, who were stealing my life energy. It was very scaring, because it kept going on for while, and i was totally paralyzed, i could just barerly move a finger, i tried to yell, but nothing happened. Im 19 years old and this is the first time i have experienced sp so intense.
SP while not asleep
I was having problems sleeping being awake at the time im aware of my train of thoughts, i can hear my partner having his shower even.
at that point i felt it happen, at the time i am able to move and open my eyes, but was too chicken too as i didnt want to see anything. there was no noise present besides the shower running and my own train of thoughts telling me to keep calm. I have had it before but it was always connected with sleeping whether it be deep or a restless sleep however this time i have no explaination as im awake.
the feeling was the same, this sence of pressure on me, it comes in a force that your whole body can feel something like a strong gust of wind blowing at you.
it comes stronger and stronger in wave like patterns there was 3 distinctive waves that hit me the first was really painful the second i was prepared for, the third was the most painful, i could feel the pressure mostly on my stomach and neck area.
i told myself to stay calm and not to open my eyes no matter what as the shower water stopped the expereince ended as well. my partner came into the room then i had the balls to open my eyes.when it stoped i have no experience of continueing pain and before the expereince there was no pain either.
i was NEVER even asleep or close to it, i was not drosy when i opened my eyes, just shock as i cant explain this or link it to REM sleep!!!
its comforting to know that there is an explaination for SP but this time how do i explain this?........
i have alot of expereinces that link me to believe that maybe SP is linked to reasons beyong this world maybe?........
i hope this doesnt happen again it happens to me maybe 2 times a year or not at all its rare.
Im 24 yrs now when i was 6 i saw my first spirit (ghost) through out my lifetime i will see a few more after that. but i do not claim to see them on a regular basis but on random accations, one time me and another person saw something at the same time.
and i do see them in broad day light too, never spoken or been spoken to by them before THANK GOD!!!
so to me there is alot that cant be explained and maybe this SP i expereince is one of them.
I am NOT crazy ? Am I?
Hi, I've had this happen to from age of 6yrs old to now at 37yrs old,my mother would tell me stories om me sleep walking. That I would turn ON all the lights in the house.I would try to walk out the front door in the middle of the night AT AGE 6,and with out any knowledge of this disorder? As I got older I still had many ghostly encounters through out the night,some nights I felt that a dark figure would hold my legs down,as I try to fight it I could feel small feet or small shoes.Other times I would fall asleep on the couch on my stomach and felt a FORCE so that was so HEAVY on my back.I would feel something trying to gain access to my Bottom (butt). I've also have had many encounters with hearing voices as I would walk through old graveyards? through my child hood well into my adult hood,its has stopped since then, now I just can't sleep for no more than 4hrs a day and at times if I sleep more than 4 I wake with a migraine. Just last night on 2 March 2009 around 11:30pm I was falling asleep on the couch and I felt where this MASS or Thing HEAVILY Pressed on my BACK, as I awoke with NOT able to SPEAK,nor move my limbs I said to my self NO,NO,NO PLEASE STOP, and that seems to go away, but then I can't go back to sleep. Thank you
I'm 14 years old and this
I'm 14 years old and this first thing happened to me a year ago when i woke up and couldnt move my body at all, i started to panic and such, i looked it up and really didnt have any more problems...until recently. Recently before i fall asleep this wierd feeling comes over me, i can move a bit and ward it off but if i let it overcome me my body starts to like shut down and not move, i can try to move my muslces and maybe i could break free. However this one time i let it continue and i felt real scared and eventually my eyes started having almost a seizure or something, like they were moving back and forth. Must be sypmtoms of REM sleep taking place before im asleep. I keep telling my parents but they dont believe me and they wont even take the time to look it up because they keep thinking that this is rediculous, but im glad to see that people other than me have this terrifying disorder, although i wish none of us had it. I guess i will just have to learn to cope with the terrors of Sleep Paralysis.
my experience
My name is Brooklynn and I am 15 years old. For the past 3 months I have had my episodes. This last time scared me the most. I had a dream about my grandfather who had passed away in October of 2007. I woke to the feeling of something holding me down and it felt like I was being choked. I remember trying to scream for help but nothing came out. I then tried to hit my wall to try to wake my sister up but again, nothing. I finally made the effort to try to open my eyes but when I did, everything was darting and I couldn't focus. All I could hear was static, like from a radio and it boggled me because I don't even have a radio.
I was so afraid to tell anyone about it because I thought they would think I was crazy or something. The next morning when I actually awoke, I told my sister about it and I asked her if she heard me screaming or hitting the walls and she said she didn't hear nothing.
I heard something on the TV about SP and decided to do some research about it and I found this website.
I'm 22 and have had SP since
I'm 22 and have had SP since I was 7. for years I had no idea what was going on. I can remember night after night of extreme fear and terror, something creeping over me, blotchy clouds, evil laughs, weight on my body, strange sounds like rining and people's voices. I would try so hard to call out to my parents but my voice couldn't work. I really thought death had come to get me. I would lie awake all night until I felt safe enough to go into my parents and curl up at the end of their bed. I only recently discovered the name for this and am so greatful for this. I am currently working on a spiritual writting piece about SP. Having SP has really shaped me as a person. I mean it takes great strength to deal with this. after eight years of having this i have finally gathered the strength to talk back when I'm in this state. I normally mumble "go away, leave me alone" and that does the trick, but it takes so much strength to do this. I also listen to music at night and have a hypnosis tape that I use. I also always have a stuffed animal (at college) and my dog (at home) on the outside of my bed when I sleep. I can't sleep unless something is protecting me. I know that their are triggers for SP, mine are paranormal things (go figure that i'm fasinated by that topic anyway). I have had SP for so long now that I know when i wake up in the morning if I will have one at night. I also don't sleep on my back ever, but this does not always work. mostly i get SP a few times a month.
still not sure if it's SP.
i have had something happen to me three times...i still am not completely sure what it is, but after reading the article, think it might be sp. when i am about to wake, i open my eyes and see my surroundings, but physically can't get up. i can see myself trying to getting up in my dream (if i can call it a dream-like state). i sometimes feel as though i am being held down by something, not necessarily evil, but something. i do not hear any noises or scary sounds. it doesn't last very long, a few seconds, i think. it just happened to me and i thought i would look online to see if there is anything that would help me figure out what is going on. i have been under stress lately which may be a contributing factor. any comments/thoughts would be appreciated.
My Experience of Sleep Paralyzes
My Experience of Sleep Paralyzes
I am just going to go through the different steps of my experience
Episode 1: year 2008
Time:between 5:00 am - 6:30 am: It happened Right before i woke up
Step 1:Eyes was open i could see everything around me i was aware of everything around me
but i couldn't move not move an inch not even a finger or toe, also the feeling of someone
pressing against my head was there.
Step 2:I tried saying words but i couldn't, It was like i couldn't say anything out loud
but only in my mind.
step 3:I`m not sure if i fell back asleep for 2-4sec but within a short period of time
i saw what i`ll say was an half wolf half human looking beast running towards me like it was
just about to attack.(i still couldn't move or call out for help)
step 4:Right before that beast reached close to me, i got my hands to move
and i used my left hand to push my self up(my upper body) and raised my right hand to
guard my head from being hit.(after that bit off movement i got to guard my self
i still couldn't move afterwords )
Step 5: 3 Circular bright lights appeared between my self and the beast {[(they were just
hovering right in front of me as if was protecting me from that beast thing)}
Step 5: as soon as those three lights appeared the beast stopped,turned and stared running
in the other direction.the lights started moving in the same direction as the beast.
step 6:Now with one hand holding up my upper body and the other guarding my head, I kept Forcing
my self trying to move then suddenly i forced and forced and it was like breaking free from
some unbelievable power that was holding me down.
I still cant understand how i was able move to defend my self during my attack
(i knew i did move because when i came out of being Paralysis i was in the same
defensive position guarding my self)
i have had four episode total
MY most recent and worst one was 25/02/2009 some ware between 2:00-3:00 am
Sleep Paralizis
I have been interested in this sleep paralizis thing for years as i have been having these phases on and of scince i was 14 years old. I would lie in my bed and on one occasion i heard a low horrible throaty laugh walking towards me i could smell sulpher and damp My head was half under the duvet and i was facing the other way. Then i felt something scratch what sounded like nails as well as the laugh across my duvet up to my head i was completely paralized but im sure i was awake then something was pushing my head into my pillow and i paniced like you obviously wouldi was struggling for breath. Then eventualy i was able to move and sat straight up in bed there was nothing. On other occasions there has been something on top of me pushing me into the bed while i was paralized and i couldn't do anything eventually i was able to scream which bought me out of this state. Then i done a bit of research and tryed to put myself in this state after relaxing and using hypnotherapy to relax my body. Then this experiance started again but this time i wasn't to bothered because i knew i had put myself in this state. Ever scince that last episode that i put my self into i havn't had any more scince so i deffinately know now that it does have a scientific explanation and that it is to do with when you are in between asleep and awake im just glad i don't have these episodes anymore.
Scary Encounter
I had "Sleep Paralysis" or an encounter of some sort about 10 years ago. I still remember it vividly. I was asleep in the attic room in my parents house. It was in the early hours of the morning when I was awoken by the most evil of entities pinning me down to my bed whilst I was lying on my back. It appeared to be holding my arms and had a dark outline resembling some sort of cloaked being. I couldn't move, couldn't speak, and I panicked. After a few seconds of struggle, I managed to shake this thing off. It seemed to disappear in the wall to my right. I sat up in bed gasping for breath trying to work out what it was. I looked at my clock and it said 3.45am. At that point, exactly the same thing happened - and I was once again pinned down by this thing. Again, I struggled until eventually I threw this thing off and it disappeared once again. I just ran down the stairs and straight into my brother's room. I was so upset by it, I didn't go into the room or sleep in it for 2 weeks. Even then it was a big effort to ignore what went on. A few years later my friend told me that my "symptons" were pointing to sleep paralysis. Reading some of these reports, they certainly do - but I'm still not 100% sure it is scientific. I haven't had it since, and wouldn't want to go through it again. A horrible nasty experience. One question though - why does everyone's experience of this event have an evil undertone?
Night-terrors
Hey Neil,
I've had the same "sleep paralysis" nightmare as you. I've been looking into this whole thing recently. What I find interesting is for some people, the being is invisible...but for me, it's a cloaked being by my bedside, just as your being is also cloaked. It's an absolutely terrifying experience. I also get a loud static noise that comes in pulsing waves and gets louder and louder as the pressure on my chest seems to increase and it gets harder to breathe.
I've traced an interesting study that examines this exact night-terror back to the Newfoundland people. The dream has been experienced by many and the being was known as the Old Hag in history.
I was unaware anybody else had this dream experience until recently. I'm 25 now, and I've suffered from this particular dream about 4 times. Twice when I was 17/18 and then again about a year ago.
The other interesting thing, was - the professor that did a study of the dream, did a survey asking students if they had experienced this particular night-terror. Of those that did, they tended to experience it at almost the same ages, and it often re-occurred following this pattern - age 17, age 24, age 27.
Strange!
Phil
i cant get it to stop
i am 22 now and used to have really bad night terrors but they stop when i was 16 and now out of no were i have been having sp it was just once and awhile and now its every night and some times it only last a few mins but some times it seems like it last for hours. i have tried everything meds and all and nothing seems to help i dont sleep on my back i dont know how to get rid of it. i just want one night of sleep. its been so long i can function anymore. so if any one knows something i dont that i can try let me know or if any one sp this bad somehting at least so i know i am not the only one who has sp every night
trouble
sometimes I would be laying on my back watching T.V and would fall asleep not even knowing that I did. And when i try to wakeup, its like my eyes are too heavy i have to put my hands on my face and open it and i got hide a few times. I sleep on my back , I was like I was asleep but awake in my sleep. Someone was covering my mouth and i was yelling my sister name but i couldn't hear myself. i swear If people could of die twice. I was killing that person again!
A long entry, but worth reading
My name is Matthew, I am 29 years of age, married, and naturally have shared in the misfortune of experiencing the darkness we are all here to investigate.
I woke up not more than 15 minutes ago from another such of theses events. My last occurred Tuesday, October 16th, 2007 and at that time I made an entry in my journal. I have planned to make another at the current time, but for now I would like to share the entry from my last experience. It is rather lengthy and is personal, but I think presently I am so filled with gratitude for surviving the last such event that I would surrender something as personal as a journal entry with you. Without further adieu, my entry:
“In the now tangible I sit looking and listening. I see solid objects that I can touch, that I can heft, that I can feel. I hear, I hear crickets now, I hear light classical music; I hear the hum of the computer and the dogs breathing. It’s 2:30 in the morning and I am safe, but only a short time ago I wasn’t. You see, a short time ago I was lying in bed only inches from my spouse, who never even knew of my danger. All at once, from a state of sleep I woke up. My mind came out of its state of rest, it woke up. The “it” I call is my mind but more specifically I mean to say my spirit. I believe they are one and the same. Not the gray matter of the actual physical brain but the power behind it that motions it to thought.
“All at once it was thinking you see, reasoning but with no response from my body. Yes, that terrifying feeling. My limbs did not respond, my head did not turn as I commanded. So I lay in bed a live spirit, a living soul bound to a flesh, non responsive coffin. I could see a live shot, a perfect image of the room before me, I could hear the sound of the electronic waves we have playing. I could hear the sound of the ceiling fan above me. Then that feeling came over me. All at once, so fast it came; the feeling that someone was in the room. I couldn’t turn to see but it was not a good person, it was not a being of light, but rather darkness. This person, this being was there to do harm, but I couldn’t turn to physically defend myself. But wait, it wasn’t physical at all and it [was] not alone. This was not a single being of darkness. In my inability to physically assess the persons I used another sensing ability which, with out looking could tell me how many persons were in the room and where they were.
“I felt, sensed, the room and where they were. I felt, sensed, Jessica laying behind me, she was facing up. The two dogs, I felt, or send them rather, under the bed. I then sensed the person of darkness by the closet. Around him, yes it was male, there were more. They all whispered. They mocked everything, the sound of the waves, the way I laid in bed, Jessica, everything. The period of awareness that I maintained was not very long before he found me. You noticed I said “found me,” that is because I believe in my ignorance, my being in that sate of awareness somehow summoned the creature. He was able to find me, or lock onto my signal and use it as a way to find me. He knew that I was in that state; he knew I knew he was there. [He] seems he ruled over the others, or was somehow stronger, or smarter than them. The longer I remained in this state the darker the room seemed to become until I sensed there were dozens of them. They filled the room around him, each new arrival finding a place to situate themselves without regard to the floor.
“Some swirled about behind me, some by the window I was turned facing, some by the night stand. As each new creature came into the room they brought with them their voice. They were all so angry, so full of hate. The feeling was so magnified, so intense, with dread fear lest they somehow take me I realized I still could not command my body. I could not leave, I was helpless.
“I was alone to face them all. No one not even Jessica could help me fight them. I realized then that it was a fight. They did not enjoy my company nor I theirs. We were mortal enemies. They know it and I know it. I am at the disadvantage though, I am not used to this bodiless state and they are. Each of them has been in this state for a very long time and I but a few number of minutes. I am, and was out numbered. It seemed that a state of panic filled me. Quickly I tried to focus, focus on words to cry out for help. Of course no words came out of the mouth of my body but words did come from the mouth of my spirit. I called out, hearing it myself as they heard it. They mocked me. So powerful was the darkness, so many became the voices. Language did not seem to matter we were not bound or limited by that. A lot of them meant to do me harm and they, each of them, spoke in their tongue. Some of theme couldn’t even form intelligent words all they could bring themselves to do is make growling or snarling noises. Others could only vibrate, like the base from a speaker; they could vibrate this feeling of darkness that would fill the room with each pulse they would release. Each would spread its darkness with the power it possessed.
“As I struggled to find a way from this they joyed, for what ever portion of joy they could experience, at my expense. I thought to pray. Pray to God to pull me out of this terrible state. I couldn’t pray so powerful was the darkness now. I couldn’t remember how to pray. I was panicking. I never panic. I am good with emergencies, that is my job, that is what I am good at. But this, how can you begin to prepare? How can you plan for this? How can you exercise the power of your spirit in this state when you don’t even know the first thing about it? They live in that world, and have been there so long, they rule, that is their playground. They have dominion there. At this point I remembered one of them, he felt familiar. I had felt him before as a child. The experience came back to me in a flash. He had done this very same thing to me in my youth. Though the duration and intensity was nowhere near this, I had tasted of his presence once before but, was protected more from him than I was at this point.
“So, there I lay helpless to the room of darkness not able now to pray and fearing they might have the end of me, when my mind grabbed, as it were, a song. A single song out of the whirling panic of my soul. So I sang it, I sang it, all of it. My mind remembered every word, every note. I belted it out like a trumpet. The song rang out through the darkness and penetrated it. The sound of my voice singing this song made them more angry. But as I sang my pitch was matched. The tones were louder and I realized some of them were singing it with me. Were they really helping me? Were they too trying to call out for help, for deliverance from this darkness? Then I kept singing, but a little quieter so I could hear them. Their voices were strong and they know how to sing really well. But wait, those weren’t the right words. They, some of them started out singing with me but then began to change the words to make fun of me. They were not singing to help me or themselves. They were singing to mock me and the One my song was crying out to. “The song I sang was Come, Thou Fount of Every Blessing…[I included the words here in my original entry] as I sang this song their anger rose but they began to fade. The darkness began to lift; my song, my only prayer I could utter, was heard and I was spared from their darkness. My body was release to my charge once again and I could command it to motion.
“Oh, how grateful I was. I quickly rolled off the bed and to my knees I dropped. I thanked god with all my heart. Thanked him for sparing me from the darkness and granting me protection from it. I thanked him for my body, thanked him for the power I’ve been granted over it.
“What an amazing gift we’ve been given! What glorious protection from the darkness! How can I, in all my fear, panic and weakness be seen as something of worth to rescue? How truly grateful I am, from the bottom of my soul, to God for His tender mercies. For His grace and compassion on such a weak servant. How can I begin to repay for sparing me? Not only for the protection from this one experience, but for daily protection. Protection when I don’t know it, protection and guidance. How wonderful a Father! How kind and thoughtful He is indeed. I owe him everything I have. I owe him everything I am. I know of my own strength I am nothing. I could not deal with even a room full of darkness let alone a whole host, no, army of them!
“I see now that it is His strength, His power and His light that keeps them bound. When my chance came to fight with darkness I was overcome by it. I was drowning in their darkness. I only had the strength to beg, beg for His mercy.
“This world is real and very familiar to us. The things we touch, the laws of nature we are bound to live by. But there is another one and it is inhabited by creatures that would feed upon us all. They are here with us on earth, we just can’t see them with the naked eye of our bodies (thank Heaven). Should your chance ever come to face those demons of darkness do not fight, do not try to fight, rather, pray. Pray for your life, pray for your soul. Pray that He might spare you like He spared me for the darkness is too strong; their power is greater than you think. It is very real, it is very scary. I don’t want to imagine what would happen if I were left alone to face the darkness. I know God lives, I know Christ is…greater than us all and He lives! I was safer than I knew, I was saved this morning from a terrible fight. I will never forget this. I will never forget. Amen.”
I understand that our time here on this earth is limited. We, all of us, are here for a purpose. I believe that each of us is a son or daughter of our Heavenly Father and we are all given experiences that are for our learning and growth during this probationary period we find ourselves in.
As, I’m sure you can read, my disposition is one that would relish in lengthy communication, so for the sake of your time I’ll conclude now by sharing one last thought. I understand what I am opening myself up to by posting on a public form such as this, but all the same am doing so because I believe that I have been born during this time and granted exposure to this world and all the curious workings of its many sides to better myself and those around me. I have a firm testimony in our Lord and Savior Jesus the Christ. I say “the Christ” because Christ is His surname which by definition means the only begotten of the Father. I share you my solemn testimony that He lives! He loves us and desires greatly for us all to return to live with Him and the Father again after this life. I also would like to share with you my testimony of the truthfulness of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ on the earth. I leave you my testimony that Joseph Smith was a true prophet of God and that he restored the church on the earth in this dispensation; and this I do in the name of our elder brother and Son of the Father, even Jesus the Christ, Amen.
I would very much like to provide support to any of you seeking support or assistance during your time of concern about your experience with what science has labeled “Sleep Paralysis”.
Advice?
I am 17 and have had about three sleep paralysis. The first two I saw demonic figures, which I could truly feel were there to hurt me and were nothing like hallucinations. But this past Sunday, something extremely peculiar occured. While sleeping over at my best friends house, I awoke only to find myself with that same tingly feeling. I was already surprised because this was the first time it occured outside my own bed. This time though, I was not scared. I looked around and said to myself I was not scared of demons, that they were cowards and only came out at night because that was the only time they could, they could not appear in daylight because they were not Almighty like the Lord Himeself. And I also told them I was tired of having to be scared, that I was going to live life how I wanted to, without them trying to wreak havok in my life. I wanted them gone! I was not scared this time, instead I was determined to show them I was not scared, that I was not a pitiful coward like them. And to my surprise, I saw nothing! No demonic figure...nothing at all! It felt great when the tingling went away, I wasn't scared for once! The funny thing is I think they are always watching, because I have a real weird feeling while coming here and letting my feelings out with people who are going through the same thing. I know they are watching but I could really care less.
IM 13,AND ITS HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE
I AM SO HAPPY THAT I COULD FIND OUT THE REAL TRUTH IM 13 NOW,AND ITS HAPPENED TO ME ABOUT 3 TIMES. ONE DAY I WOKE UP FROM A DREAM AND I COULD VARIFY THAT I WAS IN MY BED,AND I TRIED TO GET OUT MY BED BUT I COULDEN'T MOVE AT ALL,BY WHOLE BODY WOULD SHAKE ALITTLE,AND I EYES WOULD MOVE,AND BACILY I COULDEN'T MOVE. WHEN I WAS 12,I COULDEN'T SEE WHAT IT WAS SINCE IT WAS INVISABLE,BUT SOMETHING PICKED ME UP AND I WAS ACTUALLY FLYING.IT SCARED ME.THANKS 4 FINDING OUT ABOUT IT.
illucid Sleep Paralysis
I had no Idea what this was called before falling upon A web site about illucid dreaming, then I searched sleeping while still awake, because I wallways wondered why when I fell asleep and tried to wake up I couldnt, I would try to scream my self awake but couldnt speak, untill I finally awoke, after a few times that it has happened I have found the abillity to controll what happens when this happens, sometimes, it;s a frightening feeling, like something is crawling on walls, or talking, other stuff like that. I remember one time this happened and I said to my self ok well I know I cant awake let me see if I can fly and I felt like I was lifted off into the air, and I tried a few other things and they all worked...this was more than A dream, It actually "felt as if it were to be happening". I can almost controll rather I am Paralyzed Or the event . Sometimes I try to do this just to see what will happen , It hasnt happened for about a month know. I have a gard time falling asleep as it is sometimes. My brain just keeps thinking and thinking and thinking......well anyways it's 3 AM and I think I'm a go NREM/REM a little bit thanks.....
Why I Think SP Happens To Me
I have been having sp occurrences for probably about the last two years or so. Although, I cannot say I have ever hallucinated. When it happens to me I usually feel awake, but I cannot move my body AT ALL no matter how hard I try. Also, when I go into sp I find it extremely difficult to breath almost as if I am suffocating. As anyone reading this probably knows...this can be very scary. I have noticed that for the most part sp only happens to me when I am awake for maybe an hour or two and then try to go back to sleep. This happens because I will go to my early morning classes and then come back and try to fall asleep, and that's when it usually occurs. It also happens to me, sometimes, when I try to sleep in a car. I find trying to avoid doing those two things (for me at least) helps prevent my sp from happening.
S.P.
My first attack was at 12 years old. I thought aliens were trying to do experiments on me. Once I fell asleep in class at College and I had an attack. When it happens all I can do is whisper very softly, open my eyes and turn my head very slightly side to side. It does happen during stressful times. I also grind my teeth as someone else mentioned.
some things to ponder
i have had these sp occurrences many times .i dont beleive sciences explanation for them as they would literally have to attach probes to your brain and then monitor you in your sleep,and i dont see them doing that.but thinking about it ,i beleive it is a near death experience.people whe report nde's usually report seeing spirits.it is also a fact that the majority of natural deaths,other than those attributed to natural traumas such as a heart attack or stroke,are in our sleep.and these almost always occur in the dead of the night,between 1am and 4am,aka the witching hour,and for those of you about to lambast me for beleiving in witchery,demons,spirits/ghosts let me just say i beleive in the bible and you cant belive in one and not the other as the bible clearly tells you of them.it is also interesting to note that they occur most often when a person is sleeping face up,the exact position that the majority of people worldwide are laid to rest in.lastly if we were to beleive sciences explanation of it as being a hallucination,then explain why all of these hallucinations are of spirits?wouldnt an hallucination be more random?never heard of any who woke from one of these and claimed to see pink elephants on their chest or any other type of random hallucinations,its always spirits.
Brain Zaps & SP
I am a 36 year old female who has had what I guess is SP since I was 4 or 5 years old. when I was a child I would have these out of body experiences along with auditory and visual events all within the first minutes of falling asleep. This past year the SP expereinces have become more frequent along with what I call Brain Zaps. Brain Zaps is an auditory electrical bolt or zap that goes through my brain...zapping me with an electrical current that I can hear and feel all at the same time. When I have these right before falling asleep I know I will be having an SP episode, usually quite frighteneing where I will have to pray for Jesus to protect me. He always does and I am able to fall back to sleep. My doctor says that the brain zaps could be related to the Cymbalta that I am taking, but he only prescribed Clonidine to help with high anxiety I must be expereiencing at night. He doesnt think I am crazy only very anxious and have every reason in the world to be anxious, I am the mother of 3, going through a divorce and I am the manager of manufacturing plant. Put all those stressors together and you get one highly anxious person. But I do believe in the spiri world, out of body experiences and defiently this SP. Sometimes my SP expereiences are good, they always start out evil but when I pray to Jesus I have a wonderful expereience and see the light of goodness and know everything will be ok. I would recommend to anyone expereiencing the evil spirits to pray and visualize Jesus and you too will see the goodness. I hope by sharing my little story I have helped someone somewhere. May God Bless you and yours.
hmm... I'm not sure...
So, I started this a few weeks maybe a month or two ago. I have had sleeping problems since I was a little girl, been off and on sleeping my whole life. I took myself off of them and then these started happening a few months later... I wake up in the middle of the night usually around the same time. I get nervous but I'm not sure I'm scared. I can't talk or move and sometimes it is hard to breath. I open my eyes and see black on the top part of my vision is all black but I can see everything else. Sometimes I feel frightened but mostly after. Lastnight I started to pray when it happened.. It lasted a little while but the stronger my prayer got the more movement i got...
My sleep paralysis
I have sleep paralysis sometimes three to four times a night. I will be falling asleep and just 10 minutes later i will wake up and not be able to move. I am always on my back when this happens. The only way i can wake up is is i gain enough energy to twitch my entire body to one side so as to send a shock wave through myself. I too hear music before i get sleep paralysis, mostly music i don't remember ever hearing previous to that night. I find that if i take time to relax myself and don't move around too much before i go to sleep paralysis is less likely to happen. It is quite scary and this article really helped me out because now i understand why i have been afraid to sleep my whole life. I'm 16 years old and i really hope this does not go on forever because it may be the scariest thing that ever happens to me seeing how claustrophobic i am. I have a lot of anxiety in my life, and so seeing that that is a common symptom of sleep paralysis in the future i will try to also calm my thoughts and try not to think about my worries before i fall asleep.
Yah I feel better readin
Yah I feel better readin everything bout sleep paralysis an knowing so many people deal wit it. I'm so used to it by now. All I do is tryto move my leg or arm an once I'm able to then it goes away. My dad an bro also suffer from it an it's so annoying wen my mom sits there an says were being "attacked " by a demon SO ANNOYING but ikno it's not true haha thanks to scientist people :) I jus wish I knew if there was some kind of cure for it
TV or Radio...
I'm 35 and I use to get this all the time as a teenager and into my 20's... I then noticed that it only seemed to happen when I would sleep with the TV or Radio on. Ever since I stopped falling asleep with the TV or Radio on I've never had to experience another episode of this "Sleep Paralysis". I would even go a step further and avoid any noise or conversations during sleep. Close your window or door and maybe even wear ear plugs.
I believe some how my brain was incorporating what I heard into my dreams and some how that triggered it.
Good luck...
Carlos
sleep paralysis
Sleep paralysis is associated with sleep deprivation. The average adult need 7.5 hours of sleep and the average child needs 8 to 9 hours of sleep in order to perform at their peak. If you frequently stay up late and get up early you will eventually experience sleep paralysis. To put it simply Sleep paralysis occurs when the synapsess (part of the brain that controls movement) does not return from its rem sleep state. During rem sleep the synapsess is shut off to allow the body to recover however if you require more sleep it will sometimes stay disconnected. The consciousness awakes simply because it is used to waking up at certain time because you have trained it to awake regardless of the sleep you have given it. The hallucinations that you may see are caused by rem sleep simultaneously occurring with the real world. In a sense you are able to see a dream with a real world backdrop. In order to reawaken your synapsess you need to do one of two things. Above all stay calm though I understand how scary it can be. You can either allow the dream to finish which will then allow you to regain total body control or you can focus on moving a small body part that requires little energy back and forward. Once you are capable of moving a small body part it will cause a cascade effect throughout the body resulting in total body movement. I hope this helps. By the way I too suffer from sleep paralysis. I'm a video game developer and never get enough sleep!.
I began to levitate...
I have had two different types of incidents where I experienced what seems to be called "sleep paralysis". The first was several months ago where I experienced what seems to be the most common type where one feels as though a demon or "hag" is sitting on one's chest and you can't seem to breathe nor can you move. Yes, it is very frightening not being able to breathe, especially for what seems like no apparent reason. But just the other night I had a totally different experience which did not seem to hinder my breathing. I was lying on my back reading a book when suddenly I began to doze off. Naturally, I sat my book down and went off into sleep. I then abruptly woke up when I suddenly had the sensation as though I were floating up off the bed. Alarmed, I attempted to open my eyes, but couldn't. Nor could I move my body. So then I panicked and somehow snapped right out of it and woke completely up. I had no real signs of trouble breathing nor shortness of breath so I closed my eyes once more and drifted back off into sleep. Again, I woke up and began floating upwards away from my bed. This happened several more times until I became really annoyed and began to fight it. The last time I began to levitate it was a bit different. I felt myself swaying from side to side, just missing the walls. This time I became very alarmed, and panicked. But the panic only made for more turbulence so I decided I would give up and let myself relax. This actually helped. Suddenly I felt myself slowly descending back into my body. Then I noticed the strangest thing. I began to hear music. Of course! My mp3 player (which I currently had plugged into my computer speakers)! It wasn't until then that I even took notice of the other music that I heard playing (music which I had never heard before in my life). What was so strange is that the closer I came to reentering my body the less I could hear this foreign music, the more I could hear my mp3 player again, until finally I could no longer hear the foreign music. I had then reentered my body. It was then that I discovered I was still paralyzed when suddenly I felt the softest lips fully kiss my neck (near my Adam's apple). Frightened, I began to push it (her?) away. And then almost like a flash of light I felt whoever it was vanish as if into thin air, or perhaps another dimension. Now able to open my eyes, clutching my throat, I began to scan the room in attempt to reorientate myself.
i've had this since i was
i've had this since i was 14. or at least that's the earliest that i can remember. i remember talking about the "shadow" with my brother. it scared the crap out of both of us. and then, i scared my lil sister with these ideas. and then, i scared my husband. and all the while my mother said i was crazy. so i finally learned about this, and i'm sooooo happy. although, i did figure out on my own that it happened when i slept on my back. and i learned that if i told myself to do something, i would eventually get out of it, like scream for help. i would lay there and think to myself, come on, say it, say it, you can say it, move it, say it. sometimes the command was as simple as rolling over. and when i got my body to roll over even slightly, it was gone.
anyway, to all those young ones who had it, i know it's scary, but try to learn the little things that can make it easier to live with. my husband reminds me every night to roll over.
o, and i firmly believe that some people have had this experience, but have not told anyone. if you would like to ease other people's suffering, pass this information along. it can help someone think they're not crazy or possessed.
I finally know!
For years now, I just assumed that I was dreaming these weird episodes, but I stumbled upon an article today on sleep paralysis and recognized what I've been going through!
Mine only occur when I'm sleeping on my left side, and it always feels like there's a person in bed with me, squeezing me tightly all over, like a full-body hug. I also often hear unexplainable noises while it's happening, and I have also felt like I was having an orgasm on more than one occasion. After about 20 or 30 seconds of not being able to move, I am suddenly "free."
It always happens when I'm trying to fall asleep, rather than when I'm waking up. I'm so glad to know that I'm not going insane and that there are other people who've been through this. And it's also good to know that I'm not being harmed when it happens. I was afraid I was not getting enough blood flow to my head or something!
Sleep Paralysis
Well, the first time I experienced this, I dreamed that I was a spirit traveling down a "ghost town" if you will. I saw a few people, who I knew were also deceased, some struggling with their new "spirit" bodies. I felt like I was in a strange, but familiar neighborhood. Anyway, all the people that I saw from a distance looked like white mists, but the closer I got to these people, the clearer their images became. I have to say this for humor's sake - in the dream I asked some deceased people "Why are you so white; they grinned but didn't answer me. Anyway, when I started waking up, the first thing I heard was my heart beat, very loud and clear. It was as if my heart was restarting itself. The next thing I noticed is that I felt like a force was pressing my entire body down into my bed, and I noticed that the pressure was making it hard for me to breathe. (this happened about 2 months ago). Since then, it has happened about three or more times. I usually can hear myself praying in my sleep, praising God. It doesn't let up right away. Today it happened again. I just got married last Saturday (1/24/09). I figured since I now have my husband by my side it wouldn't happen any more. Well, it happened again this morning. This time, I was asleep on my stomach & I was able to lift my left leg from the knee down, and slam it on the bed a few times, then I then started trying to yell - fighting very viciously. I heard my voice although muffled. My husband was asleep, but I heard him make a noise in response to me slamming my foot on the bed. I wasn't as scared this time, because I was so busy fighting. The last 2 times this happened, I could hear loud "white noise". I also felt like there was a presence in the room, urging me to just go back to sleep, but I'm such a fighter, that I refused to fall back asleep in that state. I refuse to submit to an enemy! I do notice that when my Bible is near me, and open, it does NOT happen. I can't help but believe that I'm going to WIN this battle with the Grace of God. Just as suddenly as it started happening, it can stop!
It has happened to me a few
It has happened to me a few times within the past few years. The first few times not being able to move really frightened me and I'd try to move my head and I could barely let it fall to the side and couldn't speak. Well so it happened maybe 3 or 4 times total since then and the last time it happened I just really concentrated to "wake up" and regain use of my body and it worked. So I believe it just a wacky experience kinda like a dream that can happen while your in that inbetween state of sleep and awake. Just concentrate hard to move your limbs and I think that will raise your heart rate which in essence will cause you to start to wake and then you will be able to move.just say to your self that you control your body and your not going to let some far fetched dream own you. I'm also an avid weight lifter and have been for the last 6 years or so and I really practice the mind muscle connection stuff when I lift so I also think that led to me "beating" my sleep paralysis. I hope that this bit can help you.
Sleep Paralysis
I remember my dad tellin me that he use to feel things at night and couldnt move... i thought he wuz juz sayin tha to scare me... but i have read that it is genetic n now been happenin to me for tha past 4 years.
i cant say ive seen anything.. cuz once the lights go off.. there are so many shadows every where.. so even if they were there i didnt pay much attention. There was a day tho i fell asleep in my moms room and i heard a little girls voice saying if i had a pencil?? an then she started to say it faster and the voice got higher.. i right away woke up but couldnt move at all. i was on my stomach an had my head on my arms. i was still able to move my eyes. i looked at the time it was 6:22pm i then started to see the lights flash on and off. once i snappd out of it i immediatly got up and it was 6:23. so i know i was not dreaming.... since then i been hearing a lot of things at night sounds like a deep devil voice and i hear a lot of buzzing and static.
another one that i would never forget... i woke up in the middle of the night. not able to move.. i was being held to tight then i decided to scream for help!! i was surprised because i was able to scream and heard myself screaming. i was crying an yellin out for my mom to help me. i then heard her say.. shut up! n i started to cry even more an kept yelling for help.. then i heard her say shut the fuck up bitch!!! i was still crying but did not say anything.. a couple minutes later.. once it let me go i ran to my moms room and said didnt you hear me screaming!!! she said yea i heard you.. you scrame SHUT UP!! really loud.. an i said no i didnt!! i kept calling out for you to come and help me an you were tellin me to shut up!! but i guesz i was not yellin the things i thought i was/.
Treatment??
Is there any professional treatment for this disorder??? Please post...
Dreams Of Possession??? Or something
I had the most terrifying dream a short while ago, around 6am... i could not go back to sleep after it, i just jumped on the internet trying to find some answers...
In my dream, i was in the bathroom, washing my hands and face in the basin, when i suddenly collapsed on the tiled floor and could feel a case of hyperventilation coming on (my hands were curved frozen in one position and i couldnt move them, and my face too)... i recovered slowly, and when i finally got up, i looked in the mirror, and watched as my eyes went small, black and beady and i felt my brain was about to burst out of my head! I felt like my whole head was going to burst actually! I remember saying 'God no, please, i don't wanna die now!' but then i woke up at that exact moment, and swore i could steal feel my whole head tightening.. then i developed a mild headache, which i still have now as i am typing this ... it was utterly terrifying, i have never had any dreams like this before. I felt like i was trying to force something (demon??) to not possess me, but i couldn't stop it, and that when it finally entered me, my dream was stopped (by me awakening) ... It's not possible to be possessed by anything these days is it?? I was fine today, i've always been fine, but this has really scared me. I'm scared to go back to sleep now in case the dream continues. I don't understand it, i've never had any awful dreams like this before ... can anyone help me make sense of this???
remedy
I suffer from sleep paralysis also. I have found that if I sleep propped up, with my head elevated it does not happen. Hope it works for other people too.
My experiences
The first SP episode I can remember having was around the age of 13/14. I felt that there was an evil presence in the room and I could hear it rasping but couldn't wake up. The next time it happened I heard my little sisters footsteps, my bedroom door opening and closing and then the weight of her sitting at the foot of my bed. The time after that the same thing but this time it was my stepbrother (who had died when he was 8 and I was 12). Both these times weren't scary as I felt they were protecting me. Whether it was a dream/hallucination or my brothers ghost and sisters astral body visiting me who knows.
From the age of 18-20 I was single and living in a very large, dark and depressing house. This was when I started having SP episodes very frequently. Almost every night. I would feel an evil presence and would try to wake up/move/scream etc but couldn't. My body would be vibrating/buzzing with energy and I would eventually wake up feeling groggy. It totally freaked me out and I would be too scared to go to sleep most nights. It used to happen around 2am or 3am.
I was working with a psychic medium at this point of time and he said that I had something that evil spirits wanted and so it was them trying to take it from me. He told me to pick a positive affirmation and to repeat it in my head whenever it happened. I still don’t know whether I believe about the spirits part but the affirmation used to help. I now believe that panicking is what makes it worse and that’s why people who pray etc always find that it helps because it calms them down. After I moved out of that house the episodes slowed down to a minimum. Old housemates later on all said that they felt really sad/depressed when they lived there but were fine again once they moved out. I lived in a few rooms in that house but the room that I had the most experiences in had its windows nailed shut. The reason being that a previous housemate had done it because she would always find them wide open when she knew she had left them shut.
I am now married and only have these episodes once in a blue moon. They only happen when I am by myself and have slept in or napping. This supports my theory that fear play a part as I never have them when I’m sleeping next to my husband. When it happens now I just relax and tell myself that I am fine and nothing can harm me. The feeling of other presences still occurs sometimes but it is almost always comforting (children babbling or singing). Whether this is paranormal or just my brain playing tricks on me I will probably never know.
Hope this helps someone.
Only get a normal sleep when this happens
I realise that I have been experiencing sleep paralysis for most of my conscious life. Fortunately I really only experience very vivid dreams (which I can recall in a lot of detail) and waking up and not being able to move. I consider that lucky unlike some of the things that people here seem to experience.
However, what I have started to notice is that on the days that this doesn't happen or when I cant remember my dreams, I feel like I have had such a bad nights sleep that I left feeling lethargic throughout the rest of the day.
I also miss when I cant recall my dreams, although I suspect that could be down to the fact that for the most part I can control the content of my dreams; although I still wake up thinking that there are Veloceraptors or the Aliens from Alien in my room, or that King Kong is looking through my bedroom window (which I find more and more funny now when I wake up). I can also go to bed or even whilst asleep direct or think exactly what I want to dream about.
I find that I am left more relaxed the next day when my dreams (or even the paralysis) happens then if it doesn't. I would compare it to not being able to slip into a hot bath at the end of a hard day and relaxing.
sleep paralysis
Im only 20 and this happens moe then i like. At first i thought maybee i numbed my body from sleeping on due to the fact that it was my arm alot. After a while my body started to just stop amd i get paranoid. I looked up this issue cause just know i never went to sleep i was looking at my wall and it happened. I was paralized but awake i never fell asleep. now for this to be a sleep pralysis i would assume you would of had to fall asleep and during this time all i her is Spanish. Granted im a latin but i dont know a ounce of spanish which is wierd because what ever i think of seems to be translated to spanish. to get out of this state i tell my body to move and try to move i twitch alot during this phase but like this im out of it in 10 sec if any one know y i expericed this with out sleeping plz email me thank you+
We share a rare experience I think
Hello,
I have also heard voices talking to me when I have sleep paralysis episodes. They speak in what I interpret as latin. I do not know, nor have I ever known a single ounce of latin. However, I was able to write down what the voices were saying to me after an episode one night. After I looked up the latin translation, it turned out to be some pretty disturbing stuff.
I have been searching everywhere for someone who shares an experience like mine, and yours is the first similar story I have found. I would love to communicate with you about this. I could then tell you more as well.
Please email me:
anthony.gindin@gmail.com
"sleep" paralysis
I know that this is a controversial subject. I want to start by saying, I am not one who writes comments a lot. I have been experiencing this "sleep paralysis" more often now that I have begun to grow spiritually. I was not raised in any religion whatsoever and only recently began to consider myself a Christian. I can also say that I was NOT asleep when it happened to me. In fact it had been happening to me about 3-4 times in a row lately and it was to the point that I almost knew that it would happen again, I was very aware, but i was confident that it would not last long because I found that when I prayed, in my head, I came out of this. During this time I would see moving shadows, creepy laughter, and about 2 weeks ago, I heard footsteps(the floors squeak), I thought it may have been my daughter, but when I called out to her, she was nowhere near me. I don't understand this at all but it has happened to me, a lot. I have experienced a lot that I won't even get into now, but all I can say is that it feels very spiritual to me.
I defeated mine
I used to have my sleep paralysis prominently in my early teens. It was the usual paralysis and there would be a hooded figure with red eyes standing behind me. Like any one else, I'd try to wiggle or holler out but couldn't. As I got older, the frequency reduced. It reduced to the point where if I napped during mid-day, I would get a sleep paralysis episode. Then they stopped save for one last episode.
There was a period where I discovered exercise, a more acute awareness of the world and the paranormal (without actively seeking it, per se)...and a growing belief system of general optimism. The sleep paralysis was gone by this phase of my life.
But sometime in late 2006 or early 2007...there was one last bout of sleep paralysis, like a last attempt by whatever tormenter. This time was different. I actually was able to move and PUNCH the dark figure; it dissipated and I woke up. I went to the bathroom and boy was I shaking. So I think there's more to sleep paralysis than a mere "scientific explanation."
After that I resumed being free of sleep paralysis. Saying some grace before eating, understanding karmic responses in what you do, maintaining a sense of gratitude for what you have, putting life in good perspective and doing earnest cardio (something which really makes you feel good)...you do become a strong being who develops a great protection aura at some point, in my estimation. That aura can help protect you from dark and negative forces. At the same time you understand that you will still be a work in progress for as long as you live.
Nice to know that I'm not alone
I'm 29yrs old and a healthy lady! I've has this sleep disorder since i was 15yrs old, and I would to know when your body goes into that state is it at the same time every time? Because with me ever since the age of 15 til this day it happens at 12am and I don't even fall asleep I go straight into the terror and the voice noises and screaming are over whelming. I can't move speak, I can only look around and I feel like someone is holding me down! and I don't know as the years go by It's getting stronger and stronger and I feel like someone what to enter in and take over. I just went through it and decided to research and stubble upon this site........I will not sleep I'd rather be sleep deprived than experiencing sleep paralysis if that what it truly is! When I was 15yrs old I'd wake up and hear a song playing mind you it was a horror song and I would hear someone or thing drag themselves to my room in the hallway but never saw anything, as I got older it would come and go but when it happens the only thing that get rid of it is praying why? and why does the experience have to be so traumatizing and evil? when I was 17 I fell asleep in my living room and I heard a noise it was humming and all of a sudden I could not move it took all my strength to move my pinkie finger and the thing I felt it release me and the humming went into the master room bedroom can I get a explanation for that! I so tried of this it's making me live in fear and I can't sleep and tonight I was trying to sleep and it happened again and this time it was stronger and I could hear hundreds of screams and whatever was holding me down I could feel that it was stronger the holder and I felt like was going to die!!!!! So If there is anyone out there even you Mr. Doctor Please shed some light I don;t believe that it's sleep paralysis!!!!
i'm happy...
... to learn this is a know experience. I've had this since I was young. The first occurence I can remember was when I was about 7. I was in the car sleeping on someone's lap. I saw the other people in the car but could not move, breathe and say anything. Now I'm 33. Along the years I learnt to break the paralysis by moving my jaw which takes the greatest effort.
I do have a case of waking up at 3am constantly since about 19 yrs old - this I'm not sure if it's related one way or another to sleep paralysis.
sleep immobility
sometimes i get sleep paralysis at night. i see a thief is stealing in front of me but i cant do anything except mumbling.this is suffocating. is there any remedy for this?
Dont be scared get angry
IVE HAD SP AFFECT MY SLEEP FOR ABOUT 15 YEARS NOW. I SAY NOT TO BE SCARED BECAUSE YOU ARE PARALYZED AND CANT DO NOTHING WITH YOUR BODY ANYWAY SO GETTING ANGRY TELLS THE BEINGS YOU WILL NOT BE INTIMIDATED.THE ONLY THING YOU CAN CONTROL IS YOUR BREATHING AND EMOTIONS.THE SIMPLEST WAY TO EXPLAIN HOW TO DO IT IS EXHALE WITH ANGER. WHEN YOU BREATH OUT THROUGH YOUR MOUTH ROAR LIKE A LION DIRECTING YOUR AGGRESSION TOWARDS THE UNWELCOMED BEINGS OR WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY ARE. ITS FUNNY HOW DOCTORS AND SCIENTIST TRY TO PASS IT OFF AS BRAIN ACTIVITY AND OTHER BULLSHIT. THEY SIMPLY JUST DONT KNOW. I DONT KNOW EITHER BUT MY HEART TELLS ME ITS MORE THAN JUST MY BRAIN PLAYING TRICKS ON ME. WHETHER ITS SPIRITS OR BEINGS THEY GIVE ME A NEGATIVE VIBE COLD AND DARK. SLEEP WELL AND DONT BE SCARED.
I've had SP since I was 7-8
I've had SP since I was 7-8 years old. At first I would wake up to see or hear things calling my name in the night. Then it started happening in the morning/afternoon when family was in the room with me. My family was very annoyed by my actions because the voices would only say/sing my name repeatedly but only I could hear them. Then by the time I was 10 The voices stopped but then I started to experience the paralysis where my entire body was stuck to the bed. Most of the time it felt as if someone or something was laying on top of me. I could open my eyes but I was scared of seeing something scary. This continued once every few months until I turned 20. I am a sleep walker.(I never left the house or ate but I have changed clothes many times.) Now I am 22 and things are more intense. I am not hearing voices but I often wake up jerking, struggling to breath, and my tongue moves around quickly. It feels as if I'm having a seizure and not a SP episode. I usually close my eyes tight, pray and breathe deeply to make it stop. My cousin also suffers from this problem but not as bad as me. I plan to have a sleep test soon to better diagnose my problems. Are there any meds to decrease the episodes??
-P.s. I've noticed when I take cold medicine that makes me drowsy my SP is most likely to be " out of body" or it causes me to sleep walk, fight and/or talk during my sleep.
My attacks happen when I am sleeping on my back or side.
Sleep paralysis
My first episode was when I was 14. I have them about once a month. I am 31 now. I get this ringing sound in my ears, like the sound of glass breaking slowly. Then I am awake and cannot move. I see shadow figures lurking over me. The best I can do is to try to shake my head and roll it around until I get feeling back into my neck and then with much effort I am free. Once I tried so hard to kick one of the shadow figures and when I became free my foot slammed right into the wall next to my bed, damn that hurt! Once awake, i then have a fear of returning to sleep. I walk around my apartment making sure no one is there and that all the windows and doors are locked. If I lay back down and try to go back to sleep too soon, I feel myself slipping back into paralysis.
If anyone who has sleep paralysis and is also a Muslim, please contact me. It is my opinion that the shadow figures are Jinn. But the Sunnah says that they are not visible to humans, only Prophets Solomon(pbuh) and Muhammed(pbuh)are reported to have had the ability to have seen the Jinn. But I am wondering if because our brains are having this abnormality, that it is causeing us to see them also. What does anyone think about this?
I'm currently 21 years old,
I'm currently 21 years old, but when I was 18 I also had a daunting experience of sleep paralysis. They occur regularly for me, but that was definitely the scariest of them all. In the middle of the night, I jerked awake as I felt a forbidding force moving my body across the bed. As I fought aggressively, I felt my fingertips moving across the headboard's wooden bars and my head sliding down the edge of my bed. I was confused and scared, trying to call out to my parents (couldn't find my voice) as some sort of negative aura was trying to take me away. I didn't actually have the brain thought that this was the devil or a demon, only that it felt really bad. Felt 5 minutes go by til I surrendered, thinking 'man, he got me' and I closed my eyes and woke up sweating profusely. My diagnosis is that this is genetic, my mom (SP: hears footsteps), my dad (SP:sees rabid animals), and my sister (SP: sees man in her room) all have sleep paralysis.