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Sleep Paralysis: Awake But Still Asleep
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Sleep Paralysis: Awake But Still Asleep
Hiro Takahashi
A person may wake up and find himself unable to move or speak as if he is frozen. He also may hear footsteps, see a ghost-like creature, or feel someone sitting on his chest. Throughout the history, people considered this phenomenon as work done by evil spirits. However, the modern science can explain the terrifying event as a Sleep Paralysis.
A Sleep Paralysis is possibly a hereditary disorder in which one experiences very frightening seconds or minutes of total body paralysis with little respiration and eye movements (1). A victim in this state feels awake, but he cannot move or speak (2). In addition to the immobility, the common symptoms include feeling choked or suffocated, hearing strange noises like footsteps and voices, seeing beings or dark shadows, and feeling an existance of someone in the room (1). Although these symptoms often direct the victims to believe in ghosts, mistransmission of neural signals in the brain causes Sleep Paralysis. When a person sleeps, his brain sends signals to inhibit any muscle contraction (3). If he comes into consciousness before the brain sends signals to activate muscle contraction, he cannot move his body, and consequently, become "paralyzed"(2).
In order to understand how a body becomes paralyzed while the person is awake, it is necessary to understand sleep cycles. In a mammalian sleep, the brain activity undergoes two different states called non-REM (NREM) sleep and REM sleep, which differ very much from wakefulness (3). NREM and REM sleep alternate cyclically through the night; in human, about 80 minutes of NREM sleep starts a night of sleep, about 10 minutes of REM sleep follows, and this 90 minute cycle is repeated about 3 to 6 times during the night (3). During NREM sleep, a body produces few movement, but the body has capability of tossing about in bed and producing some other motor events, such as sleepwalking and sleeptalking (3). The cardiac-muscle contraction and breathing occur at a uniform rate, and the eyes move slowly (2). During REM sleep, on the other hand, heart rate, respiration rate, and blood pressure vary (3). The eyes move rapidly because most dreaming takes place in this period, and the sleeper probably "look" at the moving objects in a dream (2).
The brain's control over muscles during REM sleep points out that in this period, a body is normally in the state of total paralysis, called a "nonreciprocal flaccid paralysis" (3). Probably to prevent a person from "acting out" a dream, the brain sends signals to inhibit any muscle contractions (2). Although some peripheral muscles, such as the muscles of the fingers and face, still twitch, the large skeletal muscles become relaxed, or "paralyzed" as a result (3). Some evidence supports that the motor paralysis of REM sleep protect against the acting out of one's dreams. A patient who suffers from rare syndrome called REM Sleep Behavior Disorder lacks the normal nonreciprocal flaccid paralysis, and he acts out violent dreams during REM sleep, often with injurious consequences (4). For example, a 60-year-old surgeon dreamt that he was attacked "by criminals, terrorists, and monsters who always tried to kill [him]" and fighting against them in the nightmare, he was actually punching and kicking his wife who slept in the same bed (4).
A nonreciprocal flaccid paralysis during REM sleep is accomplished actively by postsynaptic inhibition of motorneurons (3). Although the exact process of motor inhibition is not clear, some neurotransmitters and hormones are known to generate the many components of REM sleep. Aministering physostigmine, an inhibitor of the catabolic enzyme, increases the concentration of acetylcholine within the neurons in the pons, making it possible to artificially generate and start REM sleep in the middle of NREM sleep (3). Carbachol, the cholinergic agonist, produces a period of REM sleep in cat when directly injected into the pontine tegmentum (3). The hormone melatonin, a "master hormone" (5) that mainly controls circadian rhythms, also seems to play an important role in enhancing the REM state; the level of melatonin secretion by the pineal gland reaches its lowest during REM sleep (5). Such neurotransmitters and hormones probably activate or inhibit the activity of second messengers, which then activate or inhibit the third messengers, and so on till the last messenger inhibit the synaptic transmission or cause hyperpolarization of the motorneurons. And if, for some reason, the nervous or endocrine system continues to release the neural inhibitors, a person may experience Sleep Paralysis as he enters awakefully into or awakens directly from REM period (2).
While the modern neuroscience can describe the state of Sleep Paralysis as some errors of the neural transmission in the brain during REM sleep, a person who has seen or heard ghost-like figures/voices may easily believe that eveil spirits fully controlled his entire body. However, the images or noises, which the victim believes that he has seen or heard, are most likely hallucinations; and hallucinations, too, can result from the brain activity. In the 1960's, the Canadian neurologist W. Penfield introduced that electrical stimulation of the temporal lobe can cause the auditory hallucinations in the wake state (5). The buzzing or ringing sounds in the ears and other auditory hallucinations are closely associated with the activity of the auditory cortex and involves the temporal lobe (5). During the early period of sleep paralysis, the activity of the temporal lobe increases significantly, sometimes inducing hallucinatory sense (5). Similarly, the visual cortex generates internal visual stimuli, causing the victim to "see" terrifying figures during the paralysis (5).
How an episode of Sleep Paralysis induces visual or auditory hallucinations is still not clear, but it seems to have a significant relationship with anxiety (5). For anxiety is a neurocognitive event closely related to both psychological and physical processes, the extreme anxiety or panic may cause the release of several different signal molecules that trigger all kinds of physical events (5). A person experiencing Sleep Paralysis feels mortal fear or extreme panic, and hence, the brain generates and releases internal visual or auditory stimuli, producing hallucinations.
Also, hallucinations during Sleep Paralysis may happen, for one keeps dreaming even after some parts of his brain wakes up directly from REM sleep. Since the nervous and endocrine systems continue to release the neural inhibitors which sustain the paralysis, it may be possible that those systems keep releasing the neural activators that stimulate dreaming. Thus, a person continues to "see" the images and "hear" the noises produced in the dream that he has just had in REM sleep from which he has awaken.
Understanding more neural concepts of Sleep Paralysis, some researchers now hypothesize that a very rare condition called Sudden Unexplained Nocturnal Death Syndrome (SUNDS) may closely relate to Sleep Paralysis (1). Upon the death, a SUNDS victim produces no body movement even though he experiences a myocardial infarction and strong breathing difficulties and should straggle in agony (5). The death may be caused by the extreme muscle atonia during Sleep Paralysis, which is so severe that even the cardiac muscles and the diaghragm paralyze (5).
Until I started researching on this subject, I have believed that the total paralysis of a body is due to an evil taking absolute control over the body. However, the interactions between neurons in the brain can explain this seemingly mysterious phenomenon in a scientific way. Although the explanation is not complete yet, for there are many unclear processes about Sleep Paralysis, the current hypothesis appears to reject the possibility of ghosts on this matter. Of course, it is impossible to completely disprove the existence of "spirits", "minds", or "God" affecting one's behavior. Nevertheless, like Sleep Paralysis and SUNDS, many or the mysterious conditions and behaviors which are only explained in supernatural terms probably result from brain.
WWW Sources
1)The Evil's of Sleep Paralysis
4)REM Sleep Behavior Disorder: A Neurologic Dissociative Sleep Disorder
5)Recurrent Isolated Sleep Paralysis
Comments made prior to 2007
I have been trying to figure out what was going on in my sleep untill i read this.Now i am happy to know what my body was expeiencing. It's quite scary your first couple experiences of sleep paralysis but now i'm gonna stay calm when it is happening to me and try to get my own understanding of the experience ... Jeremy, 21 March 2006
I have had sleep paralyisis at least once per month for the last 8 years. I am 29 as of this writing. I just had the experience about 1 hour ago and thus has caused me to do reasearch about it on the net. I noticed that many Dr.'s contribute this to anxiety, stress and other factors. My question is ... why is there always an evil presence in that concious yet body is still asleep phase? Today I heard a loud static sound, and opened my eyes to a spider crawling all over my arm. When I prayed to God, or said His name (Jehovah) the spider would start to disappear. I finally went thru my mental prayer when I awoke. This leads me to believe that it is more of a spiritual occurence, because I never have positive images while in this paralized state. I know there are many things in which our ancestors thought it was demonic rather than scientific, only to find there was a scientific explanation. However, I think this is different and cannot be simply written off as "scientific". There is not enough proof to show that it is scientific.
About a month ago I had another episode of sleep paralysis and I saw a small presence in the room with me. It was dark, and I could not see it's face (I am getting chills typing about it right now). My question is, why is there always an evil presence not only associated with my episodes, but so many others I have read about? ... Abel, 24 August 2006
i was thinking it is evil who do that during night but now i find out why. I am suffering from sleep paralyze possibly every nigh spicily when i have dinar ... Salah Nasser, 28 January 2007
I used to have this sleeping disorder when I was a child. It has come back once or twice with adulthood, but otherwise, it is in the past. I used to, with great effort, move my hand to my face and pull an eye open, which would wake me up, but sometimes the struggle was too much and I would go on into a deeper sleep.
Since the brain can do this to me, can it also cause me to get migraines just as I am about to wake up?
It seems, as I have discovered, if I get less than 4 hours sleep a night, I do not get migraines. If I get 6 hours or more, it's about a 90% chance I will wake with a migraine. Later in the day, I get an hour or two nap and that is the routine as it works. Doctors just sort of treat the migraine and don't get into the sleep thing I have. I take MaxAult for the migraines when they do get me.
I woke one time, and just as I woke, I felt this white-hot needle going into my head... bingo. A migraine in 5 seconds. That is how they can occur. I wake with them otherwise. I figure it my brain doing things it shouldn't. I have a clean bill of health otherwise.
Thanks for your time. Have a good day ... Jay, 11 February 2007
I have a question, and hope someone out there has an answer, it has been months and I have thus far failed to find one. Has there ever been a record of anyone receiving the effects of sleep paralysis without having been asleep? The reason I ask this, is a while ago, having not slept in a few hours, I was sitting at my computer, and it seemed to have happened to me. Within seconds I was too tired to hold up my own head, and my breathing got very difficult. Then I began to feel a sort of dizziness as my limbs lost feeling, and dropped to my side. after this, the dizziness turned to near blindness. I could see, but nothing would focus, and everything I tried to look at seemed to dart around like a mosquito. By this time I had no feeling in my entire body, could move nothing without quite a bit of concentration, and I could barely breath. My mother heard me try and make out some kind of cry for help, and found me there spilled into my computer chair. She rolled me to my bed, and poured me into it. Within about 10-15 minutes I had regained everything I once had, but my sea legs did not ware off for another ten or so minutes. I went to the emergency soon after. I had an E.K.G. and a C.A.T. scan, with no results, and I piss less in a week then the amount of blood they took that night. After basically telling me I was lying, the doctor told me that my symptoms did not fit anything at all. What I do know, is I have been researching the issue ever since, and can only base my problem on Sleep Paralysis. All the symptoms match. And again, my question....Has there ever been a record of someone under the effects of sleep paralysis without ever having gone to sleep? I hope you can shed some sort of light on this subject, as it,...well, it freaked me the hell out, and no one has been able to answer me! Thank you for your time ... Mitchel Henderson, 7 December 2007
I used get this "evil paralysed me" feeling when i was paralysed and usually saw a ghost. i tried to shout or move but no sound escaped my mouth and couldn't move at all. it happened again yesterday and was almost convinced that ghosts/evil spirits were getting the better of me. But, me being a practical and logical guy, erjected this theory and started researching on this phenomenon. I came across this research paper on Sleep Paralysis. This greatly helped me in alleviating my fears. And next time i "see" a ghost during sleep paralyses, ill just laugh at it ;-) Thanks for the research ... Siddarth, 10 December 2007
Comments
hi everybody...... i had
hi everybody......
i had sleep paralysis for 14 years and to be honest sometimes i don't want to go to sleep because simply i don't feel like going through that everytime...
i think i have these episodes at least more that 3 times i week and sometimes these episodes can twice in a row..because it seems that i get sotired that after the first episode i fall to sleep again so it keeps happening until i just get tired and decide to wake up because i get very frustrated. in my experiences i always feel like short of breath, and like someting crushing or hurting my limbs and body......it feel like i spirit is trying to pocess me or someting like horror movie only the difference is that you are the victim...i hope to find i cure...it horrible and i hope that none of ever experience somethnig like this!!
I know when it's gonna happen.
I have experienced sleep paralysis for as long as I can remember. I used to be very afraid when it would happen and lay there screaming but no one could hear me. Sometimes my husband would be laying next to me and I can see him sleeping but I can not move. Recemtly it has been getting worse I always know when it's going to happen, when I close my eyes and feel myself falling a sleep, but I know it's going to happen because of the way it feels and the weird sounds that I hear, and the room looks different somehow. I want to know why I can tell when it's going to happen because I would often wake my self up right before I fall completely into a paralized state. But most times I would fall right back asleep and it would start. Sometimes I would tell my husband that it's going to happen as soon as I fall asleep and tell him to watch out for me, if I flinch my finger at all or make any abnormal breathing to wake me up. What happens in my sleep paralysis is almost always the same I would feel my self come out of my body and I would be able to look around the room look at who ever is in there weither they are awake or asleep, and sometimes I would see figures some times dark sometimes transparent and sometimes they would come at me or sometimes they would stand back and stare at me. I feel my self lifting off the bed and then like a vacum sucked slowly back into my body and I open my eyes and get up and wake my husband. I find all this very weird how am I able to see everything and persons in the room yet my body is in one place? I know I'm not dreaming because sometimes I fall back into my body with my eyes open and I get up fully awake the whole time. Can someone explain this please?
Scared
I can't believe it.. I've had it for about a year now.. and i have had EXACTLY the same experiences. The whole not being able to scream or move and..knowing when its about to happen and the fact that i feel myself being lifted off the bed... and being able to see everything.. but still being in the same position..
Its a completely frightening experience.
Sometimes I feel myself start to shake- as in have a fit and move uncontrollably.
You said: "I want to know why I can tell when it's going to happen because I would often wake my self up right before I fall completely into a paralized state." .. I just want to know how. How do you wake yourself up? Because everytime I try to wake myself up before I get completely paralyzed, it just gets worse..
Sorry for not answering any of your questions, but im hoping you can answer mine.
From Mira.
hi everybody... actualy i've
hi everybody... actualy i've been experiencing this what so cold as sleep paralysis quite a lots. It almost all the time can happen to me if i play computer game from about 7pm until 2am. It will occur if i feel my head is heavy and try to sleep. Later on as this frequently happened to me, i found out i could control this state. Of course it was a very scary experience at the first time but later i learned that this experience is exciting. There was one time like someone pulling out my leg and make me feel floating which all of my body parts totally off ground, suddenly my friend rushed up to my room as he hear strange noises from my room. He said he was shock that i was floating from the bed about a meter.. i woke up and i fell down. I belived that this phenomenon is related to pineal gland and worth for further study for better understanding.
I have too...
I have too been able to take control of this state oddly, I have never been able to work my whole body to move as far as floating but I can feel lightness within my upper body, (usually the 2nd or 3rd time I have had it back to back)I could feel a lift in my head, arms torso as if I was sitting up. I can't see and I can't fully feel the effect of lifting up as if I was awake because I feel so light when this happens. Considering that I can't see, I am not sure if the body is really moving or if it is an outer body experience. Since I have become older I rarely see strange things and the sounds that I may hear are just the t.v. in another room and/or speech but I never focus on listening.
hallusinations
Hi guys! I am trying to figure out what sleep disorder I have..im not sure if it is SP but maybe someone can tell me exactly what they think it is. For as long as I can remember I, on occasion, wake up to seeing these webs scattering out across my bedroom ceiling. I freeze for a second and then run out of my room very freaked out..wait a few minutes..run back in and turn the light on only to realize that I was only hallusinating. That is the most common hallusination that iv awoken to but there have been other times when I woke up thinking that I saw a mouse or a ghost. It's very creepy and I have no idea where this is all coming from, what causes it, and what exactly I have. If anyone has an idea please reply! Thanks so much!
Scary
I am 19 years old and today i had an incident of sleep paralysis and it was the scariest thing i have ever encountered. I was laying asleep with a pillow over my head and as i was about to wake up it felt like my face was numb, and i heard a ringing in my ear. I also couldn't move and my hands shriveled up like i was having some kind of stroke. But i could see what was going on, and i could kind of see out from under the pillow. It felt like some evil presence was doing this to me and it was awful. But i started to research and i realized that i am under alot of stress and don't sleep. This also occurred during a nap, in which i saw that sleep paralysis happens alot. So i think with good rest and proper mind control that i can overcome this incident and make sure it doesn't happen again.
Sleep Paralysis
I had the most terrible nightmares as a child, My parents said that I would walk and talk in my sleep, I remember many times waking up petrified with my heart feeling like it was going to beat it`s way out of my chest. This seemed to stop when i was about 12 with just occasional nightmares after that time. My first sleep paralysis happened just after the birth of my second child 17 years ago, He was a few weeks old when I awoke with a screaming sound in my ear with something pressing down heavy on my chest, I couldn`t move or speak I was terrified, I felt I was being attacked by something evil. I started to prey and it went away and I could move again. A year later I had my third child and had the same experience again. I have also suffered migraines on and off since then.
Very scary at the time and i am glad that it is not just me who has experienced this.
i had something similar to
i had something similar to this and has kept me from sleeping well for about 4-5 months. I've been reluctant to see a doctor or anyone about this due to fears of being put on some kind of perscription. If that makes any sense...? I've always had a problem falling asleep but lately its gotten worse and worse.
Anyway, my experience was pretty much the same but i was lying on my stomach, I think i had just fallen asleep when in my 'dream' i heard someone whispering the beginning of my name which is Mike/Michael. It started off VERY slowly and very quiet but I guess I ignored it at the time...? But almost immediately as it was STILL on the "mmmmmmmmmmm" it was as if whatever it was got instantly angry at me not acknowledging that it was there and went to an absolute scream. "mmmmmmmm(didn't effect me) to a.. mmMMMMMIKE!!!!!!!!!" where i INSTANTLY woke up. My heart was pounding out of my chest. I also had the feeling as though someone was in the room but visually there was no one.
I've been looking into this lately after one of my customers "heard" of this happening to other people... Any kind of feed back would be greatly appreciated
me too!
i've experienced sleep paralysis several times without realizing what it was. it scared me to death and i was convinced i was being attacked by an "evil spirit". however i'm in a psychology class this year and a chapter we were recently studying mentioned sleep paralysis, which sounded like what was happening to me. i decided to research it at home and found out that this is exactly what i'm going through.
the first time it happened, i was around 15 (i'm now 17) but that experience wasn't scary. it was as if i was "among the stars" for lack of a better phrase, and something was telling me to just let go and join them. of course, i didn't know what would happen if i did "let go", so i eventually rode it out.
all of my other experiences have been terrifying, as if something large and extremely heavy is laying on top of me; during one episode i was convince it was trying to break my wrist until i managed a small scream and immediately "came out" of it.
i concentrate on moving my toes during these episodes, while trying to stay calm because it seems that fear or panic only makes the episode more intense. i focus all my attention on moving just one toe and the episode usually ends within a minute or so.
Many many times!
I am 26, and have been experiencing SP on a regular basis. Infact so regular that at one point it was like a hobby of mine. It started when I was young, but then it was allright. It wasn't very frequent but come to think of it,as a child scared the living daylights out of me. Then a couple of years ago, it began again. It became so regular and I had multiple episodes in a single night. Unlike what others say, I never felt any evil presence or spirits around me. Just this once, a couple of days ago, while I was having another one of my famous episodes, I saw my late father sit next to me and hold my hand. I think he was re-assuring me and telling me not to be scared or something like that. Apart from that one time, it has always been smooth with my hallucinations or what I see vis a vis. Though difficult I always try and struggle to break free of the paralysis. If successful, then I feel so sedated that I fall right back to sleep thus spiraling a multiple episodic fuel. I guess it is better if you don't struggle and let it pass by. It had become so regular about 6 months ago, that I was kind of addicted to it. There was a point before going to sleep each night, I was kind of looking forward to it. What I found fun then was when you give up struggling and let yourself fall/fly into the depths while experiencing an episode. That was an adrenalin rush and gave me a high. But I was also scared that if I keep falling then I might end up too deep in it's clutches and never come back. Weird, I know but it actually happened with me. These days though, I hate it and wish I could just let it slip by. I was taking a nap in the afternoon when it happened again, I dreamt that I was trying to call my mother(who was in the next room). I saw that I was successful(my spirit) in getting up/getting out of my body and fetching her and what struck me(even while asleep) and scared me to death was that I would find my body on the bed when I returned to my room. My experiences have been wild, sometimes I find it hard to breathe and I just came across something called the Sudden Unexplained Nocturnal Death Syndrome (SUNDS). Something I have yet to research on but will get to it right after this. Hope this helped.
Strange
I get this about 3-4 times a month & it is very strange. I see a lot of strange things, some scary some terrifying & i can't move or talk no matter what i do... for a few minutes. I tried to relax when it happened today but i couldn't after a while because i saw a strange face in my bed. That got me trying to scream & wake up.
I'm glad it happens to many people so i guess it's nothing to worry about. :)
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Hi,
when I first saw this nightmare,I couldnt feel better for a long time.I tried to be not alone at home.I found that when I pray to God or say his name(Allah),I could open my eyes and move my body.hope I wont see again,but it never ends..
Confused and afraid to sleep
Hi, I've been having sleep paralysis since I was 9 years old...Now I'm 20...Well, it starts to decrease in the frequency of having it..*thank God...Most of the experiences were me hearing demonic woman laughter that gradually increasing into male voice, sounds(of gust wind, breezes, buzzing sounds and sea waves), a woman humming into tunes that are melodic but hell scary and sometimes singings in my native languages, seing scary things, but...the worst part was when I got short of breath and I could feel as if something was throttling me till my tongue comes out and it was weird that my upper body was "lifted" as if I did it myself...Last year, I felt as if part of me was been pulled through my toes twice, I felt uplifted and it shocked me to see my self sleeping behind me while it happened and all of the sudden I had been pulled into my physical body,..All of those mentioned happened during my sleep paralysis and I'm truly concious each time...Yeah, they might sound preposterous and I don't relate this to evil/demonic disturbances..The only temporary cure that I'm able to do is to let my mind/heart "say"(I was immobilized) "Bismillahirahmanirahim"...Basically I would wake up screaming...
Sleep Paralysis: Awake But Still Asleep
This has happened to me 3 times.
I was in my 20's, health, single, women.
Each episode was the exactly the same..
Wake up, I cant move
It feel's like something is laying over me, holding me down.
I try to move, But I cant
I try to scream, But I cant ..
I don't hear anything its dead silent.
But I can see the red digital clock on the dresser it read 3:00 AM
The paralysis last 2 min cause when I was able to move again
the clock read 3:02 AM.
So its was just sleep paralysis, Yippie its not the devil!! lol
It scared me.
Its been over twenty years but I recall it last if it was yesterday.
I did think something Wicked had found me.
Can you explain why each time it happened it's
Exactly 3:00 AM?
i have been wondering for a
i have been wondering for a long time about this strange phenomenon until i typed it in the search engine and saw this website come up. i am also shocked and relieved to know that there are other people out there who have had the same experiences as i have.
Occasionally if i am very tired and i start to drift off to sleep i begin to feel my head getting extremely dizzy, my body gets light and i feel the presence of someone or something in my room. i begin to get a stifling feeling like i am unable to breathe, i am also unable to scream or move my body. I remember one night while lying on my back i saw something like a black shadow, felt it lie on me and try to strangle me. I started to pray sayin the 23rd psalm and in my fright realisin i forgot the words to the prayer i started to call on the name 'JESUS'. I felt it eventually move away from me after a minute or two and i was able to get up. I sometimes wonder if this is not some sort of spiritual disturbance because each time it happens i relax myself and either say the 23rd psalm or call on the name 'JESUS' for relief. Has anyone ever died because of this?
trust in the lord!!!!
i was recentenly saved and yes it is the enemy i once belonged to satans kingdom before i was saved washed in the blood of jesus it may sound odd but i had a bad experience with drugs which actually opened the door to some crazy stuff i am telling you when you are living like hell and bent on living a life contrary to the gospel of jesus christ you belong to the devil and he has free rain to torment and keep you in bondage . God loves you and wants you to repent!! I thought i was a gonner but he forgave me because his only son paid the ultimate price so we wouldnt perish.we were all going to hell until jesus took back the keys for us so we could live with god forever..satans already condemed and bent on blinding and draggin as many sinners to hell with him he is already a defeated foe in jesus mighty name.....if you want to email me go right ahead one thing i know is i want to be the biggest threat to the enemies kingdom as possible..leave your sins at the cross glory to god...read the new testament i promise the bible is the true word of god.
Scary, but controllable.
I've been experiencing SP for over 10 years now. Sometimes they happen multiple times a night, one episode right after another, and other times I don't have an episode for almost a year. I've learned there's no point in being afraid of it. The anxiety caused by the fear of SP actually makes them worse. This is how I have dealt with it:
I always tell myself to remain calm. I recognize that I am experiencing SP, and that it will pass with no harm done to me.
To get my attention off the auditory and visual hallucinations, I concentrate on moving a part of my body. Usually a finger or toe. This will actually wake me up, once I achieve a movement in my toe or finger. At first it takes a long time and you easily get distracted by the hallucinations, but after practice you can get it down to only 10 seconds or so before you are able to make yourself wake up.
Also, I have practiced lucid dreaming and have successfully used SP as a jumping platform for intense, healing, and empowering lucid dreams.
Like everyone else I have
Like everyone else I have been having this strange sleep thing happen to me. It has been occuring alot more often lately. It is one of the most terrifying experiences. It scares me so much that now I am afraid to fall asleep, which used to be one of my favorite things. It really just makes me wonder...why does it always have to be something creepy that you see. It is never anything good. Sometimes I get so scared I feel like my heart is going to jump right out of my chest. I can actually feel my heart through out my entire body and its loud and I alawys hear some one to the left of me breathing loudly. I hate this, its too creepy. I do believe in God, or atleast that there is a higher being, but I have never really thought that anything supernatural or evil exists. Its weird though, because during the day, I think about it, and I think there really just has to be some scientific explanation, but when its happening...You really feel like there is someone with you, watching you, just waiting for you to fall back asleep so they can torture you some more.
"Sleep" Invasion while fully awake
I have been invaded many times in the past but was half asleep and so I didn’t really care much about it until April of 1991. This happened when I was alone in my apartment. I was about 4 months pregnant and my husband was out of town. I came home from work, finished my chores at about 8 pm, I went into my bedroom, turned on the radio right above my pillow. I laid down on my right side and just as I started thinking about ghost, I felt a presence walking down the hall way towards my bedroom, the hall way was behind my back and I left the door open and I had all the lights on. That very instant I thought to myself, oh my God, I’m going to die, should I look or not and then I felt the presence using its knees getting on the bed, I could feel the bed go down as it’s knees climbed and put pressure on it. I moved my eyes to the left and saw a shadow come over me and I felt like someone just injected me with anesthesia. I fell into a deep sleep and couldn’t move or shout and I started dreaming that I was trying to escape from the apartment complex, but wasn’t able to because there were gates, fences all over and couldn’t open them. Three hours later, I finally managed to come out of it and I phoned my parents, & told them what had happened. My mother (a deep traditional Asian) said that I was attacked by a ghost and for me to put a knife next to me and I did that. Just about 10 minutes later, it came back, but it went around the bed instead and not where I had put the knife. I then was knocked out for another 3 hours and woke up terrified. After our lease was over, we moved into a house and it happened only when I was alone and sometimes it imitated my husband, & my kids. Sometimes I felt like my kids would pull the blanket off of me and jump on the bed and on top of me. I could see my self gasping for air. I was so afraid to sleep alone even if I was so tired. After seeing movie the Bruce Lee’s Story, and I said to myself I have to fight this demon and conquer my fear otherwise it’s going to ruin my life and every time before I went to bed I said, “come on, you want to play? I’ll kill you and slice you into little pieces and I’m not afraid of you” I repeated this line for a very long time and now I finally have peace in my sleep. Another method of overcoming this was told to me by my late father-in-law, he told me to try and focus on moving your big toe. This helps you wake up and avoid the strange sleep invader(s).
I have been having what
I have been having what scientists call "Sleep Paralysis" for many years now and it wasn't until I heard someone else describe the same thing I felt that I decided to research it. I couldn't put a finger on what was going on with me. At times I though I was still dreaming and other times I thought I was experiencing some type of spiritual warfare activity. I started to believe that it was more spiritual than mental when I realized that the moment I stopped fighting it and prayed I would wake up. [But] when I read this article I began to think differently and realized this makes so much sense...until there was one thing off. You see in the artilce above it starts that NREM occurs for the first 80 mins of sleep than REM occurs for 10 mins and repeats this cycle a few times. It also states that Sleep Paralysis normally occurs during REM which is 80 minutes after NREM. These attacks that I get usually occur soon after sometimes as soon as 5 to 10 minutes after I fall asleep...which would be during the NREM period. I honestly believe that this a spirtual warfare and not just some mental thing. The only way to defeat it is by standing in authority...standing in Gods name.
Does anyone have this while awake???
Hello sister!
Finally someone else who used the term "spiritual warfare"! I believe this is it to. At least for me.
I experience this too, BUT can ANYONE here tell me if they have ever experienced this lying down - but wide awake?? Seriously not asleep, but with all the same symptoms. The paralysis, the evil figure, only human contact breaking it & so on?
Hi Stacy, Im also Stacy.
Hi Stacy, Im also Stacy. Yes, this has happened to me while wide awake, it also happened to my then-husband on the same night, but never at the same time - i.e., it would touch/crawl on me, and then go to him. Also it happened to him wide awake while sitting at his computer. It would enter our room while I was wide awake and I would become aware of its presence because a wave of anguish (not my own) would rise from my belly. It hasn't happened in 8 years. The 1st time it happened I was about 24 and had decided to give up some of the bad decisions I'd been choosing. I felt like trying to clean up caused that evil force which I had apparantly invited into my life to come torment me and try to get me back into its world. It also happened during sleep, like the 1st time it happened, its presence, the sheer gutteral feeling of fear of its overwhelming evil jerked me out of sleep and I snarled / clawed at it, unable to speak or fuuly move. After months of terror and feeling ashamed to tell anyone, knwoing it'd sound crazy, I finally asked a few friends who ironically both had the problem. One said she made it go away by saying it couilnd't hurt her and the other said she would chant over & over, "I command all negative energy to leave my space". I did that and bit by bit, every time it came it would be further from me. At the foot of my bed instead of on me . . . then out in the yard . . . then far, far out in the universe, never to return. The End!
RE: 80 minutes into NREM
As I left on my last comment (just a minute ago actually) I know that my "Sleep Paralysis" occurs very fast after I lay down. It's never Ever after I've been sleeping for too long. It's either instantly before dreaming, or just when I start to dream... Maybe that's why I don't see the shadows figures and ghosts??
Hi guys, I have also
Hi guys,
I have also experienced this sleep paralysis for more than a decade. The episodes come and go, and they frighten me to death. I used to sleep with the TV on, and thought that there was a link between that and my sleep paralysis, because every time I dozed off with the TV on I would have the episodes. Sometimes the episodes feel like I can't breathe and I am going to die. Mostly it feels like my head is under a blanket and I need to move it but I can't and if I don't wake up soon I'm not going to make it.
Last night was the worst episode I've ever had. I had no television on and was up really late (about 3 in the morning) and I slowly drifted off to sleep...I can't explain it...everytime these episodes happen I feel myself sort of being forced (?) into a deep sleep and I try to open my eyes and regain consciousness but some invisible force is pulling me to a deep sleep...I don't know.
Anyways, back to last night, I was drifting off to sleep when I felt something grab me...I was not choking this time...but I felt like something was pinching my arms together, and the room was getting colder and colder and I could feel these tingles go up and down both arms. I could hear my heart beat crazy in my ears. I felt all around me evil spirits and the intensity of the sense of evil I experienced was so incredibly overwhelming..words can't describe it. I remember that if you cast demons out in Jesus' name then they would go away. I did this three times, and honestly, I felt like it was useless.
Another strange thing is that I prayed to God last night (after not doing so in a LONG time) and this happened.
more i pray......
yep its me,,again with this sp thing,,,its scares me evertime even though i have had it for 12 years by now,,the more i pray more often it comes,,but do understands that the evil will scare you every time you come close to God,but hold tight,God is there, closer than your breath.
reply to tina about sleep paralysis
i just wanted to say that i understand everything u are going through. i just had a sp episode about an hour ago. and it was the worst i have had yet. it scares me to death, when it happens. its like i have to force myself to wake up. and i try to tell my mom or husband or doctor and they just look at me like im retarded. i even printed out a page on sp and took it too my dr and he sent me through a sleep study. it came back saying normal. of course i didnt have a sleep paralysis episode during that study, so now my doctor thinks im full of crap. i just want it to stop. i have been lucky and i havent seen any "ghosts" or anything like that with it.....
crystal--
Crystal, You are very lucky
Crystal,
You are very lucky that you havent had any hallucinations. When my SP started (about 5 years ago) I had no hallucinations but they started about 2 years later. The first 2 years without hillucinations was absolutely horrible and I thought I was going to die, but after the hillucinations started coming it was about 1000 times worse! It is horrible and you think sometimes that you are in hell. Something that i do to try to avoid it is try not to take a nap. Day naps seem to cause this more than anything. Sleep on a comfortable bed and not in some crazy position on a couch or something, and if it comes just remain calm and try to make yourself go back to sleep. Dont even try to move. I hate this!
-Brock
RE:"Haven't seen 'ghosts' or anything like that"
I've been reading so many of these sleep paralysis stories told by everyone, trying to find a case like mine. To prove that it is sleep paralysis and not something else I should be worried about. It seems your entry is closest, as I have not seen any ghosts yet either. I don't remember if I can really hear any noises, but often times I do feel as if I just have to open my eyes to make sure that I am not as surrounded as I feel. I freak out really badly.
I've felt myself start to doze off, and I can tell when it's just a dozing off and when it's me being pulled into a sleep paralysis state. Often times if I feel as if I might be pulled into that direction, but I stop myself, I'm pulled many times before I decide that I just can't sleep. I won't let myself sleep knowing that I'll end up there.
When I do get pulled completely, my heart rate goes up and I feel as though I haven't been breathing - so I try to steady a normal pace. I try to open my eyes thinking it will help wake me, but usually I cannot.
I had an episode the other night though, that I finally did open my eyes just enough to see the kitchen through my bedroom door - and it caused a severe amount of pain in the back of my head. Pain and tingling. I felt myself trying to scream, and really only moaning tiny noises barely heard by my own ears... I couldn't wake up for at least a minute after that.
But my episodes seem just that little bit different in comparison to what I've read so far.I never see a dark figure, or anything. I havent felt anyone sitting on my chest, just a really fast heartbeat and the innability to move - knowing I'm perfectly conscoius. The first time it happened I thought I was dying, and I asked God for help(for the first time in my life, I prayed to him) - and it worked almost instantly.
I'm still skeptical, as I am a believer of science... But, I... Would love some answers - and if those are the only answers here, then I will gladly take what I can get.
to steph
i was lookin on sleep paralysis and noticed that mine didnt quite match to what everyone else was saying so i called my friend and told him that i was having these dreams where i couldnt move but noticed everything going on around me. look up the pineal gland. this could mean that your pineal gland is awakening, or its also called "the third eye" it will relate better to your problem
RE:"Haven't seen 'ghosts' or anything like that"
Hi Stacy, Do not let it worry you as everyone has different experiences and you actually end up training yourself into what yours are. You are NOT dying, you will NOT die!
I also do not get dark figures, evil music and chanting, These are cases of people having very bad anxiety and not noticing it or wanting to believe it. But the more you freak out about it or think how bad it is, the worse you will make it. Look through the posts to the HELPFUL people and try some of the tips they have as they are particularly useful. Don't let the crazies on here scare you with their Demon talk and crap like that. You wouldn't let them make you believe evolution is not real would ya?
Alright anyone reading this I am going to put my Email down and if you want to keep in touch, share your experiences, get support or help support others, let me know. I have a decent little forum and if I get enough people wanting it, I will set up a section for us non crazies to openly discuss our SP. Thanks everyone and good luck!
my experances !!! hope it helps
first of all thats my grandmas address i dont have my own yet but id like to hear from some more people with this problem. Well mine have been going on since i was a little kid (about 4 or 5 )im 25 now the ones i remember as a kid would be me falling asleep on the couch facing the couch and i would wake up and i wouldnt be able to move so i would try to yell for help but would end up just staring at the couch until i could move.after having it happen a bunch of times i figured out that if i focus on my hand and trying to move it usually i could move my body again. i remember one time when i was about 12 or 14 i woke up couldnt move but i could see my aunt going in and out of the room i was trying to get her to help me but i couldnt speak. she even said she was in and out of the room and she was trying to be quiet to not wake me up.lately i will have conversations with people but later those people would say it never happened. the most recent one was today i had two of them the first happened this morning and i felt like i couldnt breathe the 2nd one i was laying on my stomach and i thought someone was on top of me sort of suffacating me and i knew my eyes were open because i could see everything i thought i was going to die because it was lasting so long. its sooo scary im usually on my stomach when it happens ive never thought it was ghosts though. its so hard to go through no one ever believes me im so glad this site is here i could go on about other experances but ive probally said enough
I have had this a few times!
This al started about ayear ago! Its started as i was falling a sleep and sometimes i can hear people talking softely in the backround! So i think that it's the people talking next to my room! I don't see anything un-normal in my dreams and in my room! Like two nights ago it was so bad that i had to get out my room and sleep in the braai area! I was sleeping and the next minite there was something or someone pushing me down with a lot of force,I woke up but my body was frozing and i could not open my eyes or scream for help! I could feel my eyes moving and my heart was beating very fast! Some how i moved my hand to grip the edge of my bed to pull me out of what ever that was! I notice it only happens if i am sleeping on my stomach or no one is in the room with me! So i don't know what it is or if there is evil spirits! So if any one can help me please do! Thanks
sleep paralys
im only 10 & ive had it bout 27times i feel like im dead & see shadows walking around on my dresser it was scary
About this...
I'm taking Psychology in high school right now, and we all got to choose a certain disorder or problem others have. Of course, I chose this (sleep paralysis), even though it wasn't on the sheet, because I've had personal experiences a few times with SP.
The first time it happened, I was majorly scared, because I've never heard of the term "sleep paralysis" before. And, like I've read about other people that have had it, I too have thought it was demonic-related. But the more time that passed by, I read more and more about the problem and saw that it's not that at all. (I was quite relieved~)
Anyways, I'm glad that there are a few good websites with lots of information available. I just wanted to thank whoever published this site, because I want to learn as much as I can about SP. And if I ever take college, it will be for some field in Psychology.
XieXie (17), Tuesday March 4.
same stuff.
i wanna know if this could kill people. ive had this since i was young and i experience not being able to breathe for some time during the epdisodes. could i possibly die? or is the not being able to breathe thing also part of the hallucinations too?
YES
I suffered from SP all my life and it scares me every time. Now it's taking another turn - I'm sleepwalking after these incidents, often trying to escape the demons in my hallucinations. Last week I fell badly into my fireplace and could have died. I woke up after a while in coma, wasn't sure since I was sleepwalking, but my doctor thought so. This is getting scary - anyone?
my two experiences
First, I am a 32 yr old female with no medical problems to my knowledge. My first experience was about 2 months ago. Midday...Me, my son (14yrs old) and boyfriend were in the living room watching TV and I fell asleep on the couch for about 1.5 hours and it happened. I was laying on my back and I thought I was just waking up, I could not open my eyes, could not move at all. I became terrified thinking I was dying. I started crying and trying to scream. This lasted about 2 minutes. I then could move and speak. I asked my son and boyfriend..."Did you hear anything?" They both laughed and said... I guess you were having a bad dream and were whimpering. I explained what I felt and they thought I was crazy. Well, I just had my second experience sunday morning (4 days ago). It was 7am and I thought I was waking up...again laying on my back. My boyfriend sleeping right next to me. I could not move a muscle, i beleive i was able to crack my eyes open (but not positive)I could barely breathe. I panicked. This was all too familiar. I tried to scream my boyfriends name.. I had a very strong sense that something dark was laying next to me (i believe I was hallucinating) I was trying to turn away but couldnt. I was scared and felt like my life was ending. Then.. i was able to move and talk. I was breathing fast and short breaths and was sweating alot. I am terrified to have this happen again. As a note... as a child i often had nightmares, sleepwalked and talked in my sleep (my twin sister was my witness to that).
of all the things ive read
of all the things ive read yours seem to be the closest symtems to mine ive been having this for about 30 years , i dont no if this will help you but i have now learnt to just relax and i actually think things like here it comes again oh well no harm and i just seem to nod of to sleep , when i have tried to strugle in the past it just makes me feel bad when i wake , i think most people that get it only make it worse and because they dont no whats happening they think its evil
Sleep Paralysis
I to get Sleep Paralysis. In mine I will be lying in my bed asleep, I can see everything around me like my bedroom curtains and my lampshade etc however, whenever I try to wake up I cannot open my eyes, this makes me panic, especially as I can see all the objects in my bedroom but still cannot open my eyes, I apparentely make loud murmurring noises (so my partner tells me)this carries on for whaalt feels like hours to me, eventually I wake myself up, part of me is in a state of fear and I am breathing heavy, the other part of me is in total relief. All my expereinces have been the same, that was untill yesterday when I expereinced something far far worse, and to be honest I hope I never experience again. In this dream I was asleep in my bedroom, and instead of trying to wake myself up by trying to open my eyes I felt my breathing getting more shallow and my eyes felt like they were falling deeper and deeper asleep, so much so, that something inside my head was telling me that I was soon going to take my last breath and was absoulutely convinced that i was going to die, I even visualised myself dead and in a coffin. Just then my breathing seemed to get back to normal and I woke myself up (thank god) I am now so scared that I dread going to sleep again
Suffocation
I'm really glad I found this. Up until now I thought something strange was happening and some kind of crazy demon was trying to scare or kill me. I've only had the voices and suffocation twice but will always remember them.
The first time it occured I was about 17 years old, in excellent condition and not a worry in the world until the night my first sleep paralysis happened. It was really early morning, about 4am and my dad needed a ride to the airport which I agreed upon prior to wakeing up. Well I got back to the house at about 5am and nodded off to sleep. Well I remember wakeing up and hearing multiple voices in the back yard. It was in a language I've never heard but there were definetly more than 2. I tried to turn my head to look out the window but only my eyes would move and nothing else. The effort and strength I tried to use was absolutely useless and I now lay there looking as far as my eyes could go. The voices came to a halt but I still could not move at all. All of a sudden I heard a violent pounding at the front door, it lasted about 30 seconds. During this time period I was trying to scream my little brothers name. I managed a whisper but very faint at best. The front door went silent for about 10 seconds or so. All of a sudden the violent pounding continued but it now instead continued at my bedroom door. By this time I was absolutely horrified and trying to yell for help and move my body in some way. My bedroom door went quiet and again I yelled my brothers name but it came out as whisper. After that whisper I could no longer breath in. I really felt like I was suffocating and was on the virge of dying. My whole body felt that tingly needle feel all over, like when your leg falls asleep and gets that prickley feeling. It felt like I was close to death and I was begging God to save my life and help me with whatever is going on. Well I gasped for air and lived through it. I kept it to myself since knowone would believe me anyway.
I hate typing so I'm cutting it short. I had another very similar episode and told my mom. In a nice way she thought I was crazy and wanted me to get help for the voices I kept hearing. I didn't even get to the crazy part. So I just shut up about it and kept it to myself.
I THANK GOD I'AM NOT ALONE!!!
I WAS 6 YEARS OLD WHEN MY SLEEP PARALYSIS STARTED I'AM NOW 36 YEARS OLD AND JUST DISCOVERED WHAT MY PROBLEM WAS. I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT ALL MY EXPERINCES BEING PARALYSED IN MY SLEEP. I CAN SAY FOR YEARS I SEEKED TO FIND ANSWERS,AT ONE TIME I THOUGHT I WAS EXPERIENCING A TYPE OF SIEZURE DISOREDER IN MY SLEEP,I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS UNTIL NOW I REALY WAS TO EMARRASSED TO TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT MY PROBLEM BECOUS I THOUGHT OR THINK THAT PEOPLE MY THINK I WAS CRAZY THANK GOD I FIND THE ANSWER TO WHAT I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YEARS WITHOUT ASKING A DOCTER. WHEN I READ ABOUT THE SLEEP PARALYSIS EVERYTHING IT TALKS ABOUT FITS MY DESCRIPTION I BURST IN TEARS BECOUS IT IS A HAPPY DISCOVERY!!! FROM MY EXPERIENCE,HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS PROBLEM SOMTIMES BEFOR IGO TO SLEEP SAY A PRAYER LIGHT A WHITE CANDLE AND TELL THE SPIRIT TO LET MESLEEP SMTIMES IN THE SPIRIT WORLD SPIRITS WANT TO PLAY AND THEY DON'T REALIZE YOU IS TRYING SLEEP THE POINT IS YOU WOULD HAVE TO SAY IT FIRM NOT IN A ANGRY VOICE TO THE SPIRITS,SAY LET ME SLEEP PLEAS STAY ON THE OTHERSIDE IT MY NOT WORK FOR EVERYBODY I CAN SAY IT WORKS FOR ME!!! I THINK THE SLEEP PARALYSIS HAVE ALOT TO DO WITH A PERSON BEING ANXIOUS OR HAVE ALOT TO DO WITH WHAT A PERSON IS THINKING ABOUT BEFORE SLEEP. LIGHTING A CANDLE BEFORE SLEEPING RELAXES AND CALM THE MIND DRINKING SOOTHING WARM HERBAL CHMOLE TEA. SOMTIMES WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP YOU CAN NOT ALWAYS DO THIS BUT IF YOU REALY WANT A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP GIVE MY ADVICE A TRY!!! SOMTIMES CALM RELAXING MUSIC HELPS!!!THANKS
SP
Yes, I too was linking my experiences to it possibly being seizures since I had a few seizures as a child. But deep down I knew it was something different because I'm fully aware of what's going on during the SP episodes, but when I had seizures, I never remembered them afterwards. I don't really remember the sleep paralysis b4 my teen years, but now that I think about it, I did used to hear someone coming up the steps when I was about 5 or 6 years old, but everyone was in my mom's bed so who could it have been? It used to really freak me out. I just remember closing my eyes really tight because I didn't want to know who or what was coming. Can't say I remember the paralysis part though. I had heard of SP b4 when I took a psych class n college, but I told my professor that mine's happens in reverse, that it only happens when I'm trying 2 go 2 sleep, but can't get back to sleep, not when I'm waking up. He told me that what I was experiencing was NOT SP, so I dismissed it. But as I read everyone's comments, I see that a lot of u r experiencing this when trying to go to sleep, so maybe it's SP afterall. I can feel it coming on because I get this weird tingling sensation, like when your leg falls asleep, but I get this feeling all over. Sometimes I try 2 move b4 it sets in, but it usually happens so quickly that I can't move in time to stop the episode. All of a sudden, I'm lying there frozen. I can't move or scream. I just normally wait it out because they never take too long. Never longer than a minute or so. I have them very sporadically & I was just talking about it to a co-worker when I was specualting that maybe they r some sort of seizure & I was telling her that I hadn't had 1 in months. Now all of a sudden, I've just had multiple episodes of SP 2 nights in a row. And last nite was the 1st time that it lasted longer than a minute & that I heard noises. 1st time I heard 2 young boys playing outside my window. Next time I heard what sounded like a car crashing. Then I heard what sounded like a celestial being singing & I saw little spots, like the kind u get when u rub your eye too hard. It made me start 2 question if I had a brain tumor or something. That's what led me 2 jump on the computer 2 do some research, & here I am. But 2 b safe, I'm still going 2 mention this 2 my doctor & have some tests done. Good luck all.
NIGHTMARE, POSSESED FEELINGS, PARALYZED, U CAN'T WAKE UP.
YESTERDAY I HAD A NIGHTMARE WHERE I KNEW I WAS DREAMING I COULDNT TALK AND TRYED GETTING OUT OF IT BUT SEEMED IMPOSSIBLE.
THE NIGHTMARE :
IT WAS DARK. A MAN CLOTHED IN SOME KIND WITH MASK, CLOTHING THAT SCIENTIST WEAR TO GO TO SPACE OR OF SOME KIND. HE HAD A RED DOT OF LIGHT ON THE MASK NEXT TO HIS EYES. I COULDNT SEE HIS FACE BECAUSE OF THE MASK ONLY HOS EYES. HE OPENED THE DOOR TURNED TO THE RIGHT SIDE APROACHING ME AS IF HE WAS GOING TO HURT ME OR KILL ME AND I'M HAVING THE MOST POSSESSED FEELING UNABLE TO TALK OR WAKE UP. AS HE WAS WALKING TOARDS ME I QUICKLY ON THE FLOOR SLIDED MY SELF WITH MY HANDS AND FOOT BACKWARD AWAY FROM HIM LANDING ON A COUCH. HE CAME UP TO MY FACE AND I WAS SO SCARED I EVEN TRYED TELLING HIM I'LL JOIN HIM THE DEVIL BECAUSE OF THE POSSESSED FEELING I HAD I FELT I WAS FORCED TO SAY THAT BUT I WAS UNABLE TO SPEAK. I QUICKLY ACTED BY HOLDING HIS LEFT HAND (WHICH FELT SOOO REAL) AND I RUBBED IT WHILE I SMILED TO HIM SO HE WOULDN'T HURT ME. I COULDNT SEE HIS FACE BCUZ OF THE MASK BUT I WAS ABLE TO TELL HIS FACE EXPRESSION CHANGED THROUGH LOOKING INTO HIS EYES. AFYER THAT WHILE I GAVE HIM A SMILE RUBBIN HIS HANDS WHILE I HAD SO MUCH FEAR HE RAISED HIS RIGHT HAND AND PUT IT SOMEWHERE ON MY HEAD LETTING ME WAKE UP. IT WAS SOO REAL I WOKE UP TELLING MY DAD AND WHILE DOING SO I FELL RIGHT BACK TO MY NIGHTMARE HAVING THE SAME ONE AND THE MAN THIS TIME WAS RUNNING TOARDS ME. IWAS SCREAMING THIS TIME CALLING MY DAD WANTING TO WAKE UP BUT NO ONE HEARS ME, I DID WAKE UP BECAUSE OF MY DAD BECAUSE WHERE WHERE STILL TALKING BEFORE I FELL BACK INTO THE NIGHTMARE. SO WHEN THE MAN RAN TO ME BEFORE REACHING ME I WOJE UP BCUZ OF MY DAD. LOL I GOT LUCKY.
BUT I CAN SAY THE REASON WHY I HAD THISNIGHTMARE YESTEDAY IS BECAUSE I TOOK VICODIN AND I HAD THE HEATER DIRECTLY ON MY FACE. DRUGS DO THAT TO YOU. BUT ALSO STRESS DOES TOO. I'VE ALSO WOKEN UP AFTER A NIGHTMARE BUT I STILL COULDNT MOVE OR TALK I WAS PARALYZED AND I WAS REALLY AWAKE. THIS DOES HAPPENS. IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITHYOUR BRAIN. TO THE PERSON WHO THINKS IT'S REAL SPIRITS BECAUSE OF THE POSSESSED FEELING YOU GET OR BECAUSE OF HOW REAL THE NIGHTMARE LOOKED YOUR ABSOLOUTLY WRONG. IT'S YOUR BRAIN MANIPULATING UR DREAMS AS REALITY. YOUR BRAIN DOES A LOT OF THINGS IT'S ALL IMAGINATION. AND THE PARALYZED PART WHERE U DO WAKE UP STILL PARALYZED AFTER THE NIGHTMARE ITS BECAUSE YOUR BRAIN. brain functioning and certain alters UR BODY IS STILL SLEEPING.
IF YOU THINK THE NIGHTMARES UR HAVING WITH THE SPIRITS R REAL THEN UR LETTING UR IMAGINATION TAKE ON U. lol....u r
Don't write it off as imagination..unless
I pray you didn't make a 'pact' with the Devil. The Devils' best trick is making the world think He doesn't exist! So, maybe it is YOU desperately trying to believe it's just YOUR imagination, because it's so much nicer to believe that. Or maybe because its only happened once. Unfortunately, not everyone is lucky enough to have this experience only one time.
If it only happened ONE time, I'm sure there wouldn't be so many people writing or responding, right? I mean if it only happened once - we would ALL think it was a nightmare or our "imagination".
Not to mention, some of us have had this happen with no meds, no drink, not even sleeping & a feeling of evil by OTHER people in the room as it happened - repeatedly!
I really hope what happened to you was the Meds. or a dream. But if it happens again (especially if it feels evil) don't try to reassure it, or make "it" think your on it's side! And definitely DON'T make some sort of "I'll join it because I'm terrified"! That's what it wants - by any means necessary.
Instead use the only name we have EVER been given to defeat evil.....Jesus.
I hope this never happens to you again.
Oh come on
Would you crazies stop trying to scare these other normal people with your devil and demon talk? They just want support and to explain their situation, not be recruited into your church! Pick up a science book, take a science class, Evolution is also real! lol
Again, if anyone would like some normal support or to share their experiences please Email me. Good luck everyone, I'm back off to sleep, going to make a pact with the devil now and some dark figures lol.
for realzzz
I agree, even though I've been dealing with extremly varied and scary SP experiences since I can remember, I highly doubt it's some act of the devil. Actually I think it can be a good thing (unless u suffocate and die then that just sucks)
Every night I would be awakened by random scary kid stuff like chewbaka, moving skeletons, ghosts that talked to me, and death literally chasing me to my parents room that at the time was locked, which later I learned wasn't lol. When I was 14-16 they got more angsty because of religious pressure from friends and suddenly I was dreaming about hell and awaking to hallucinations of dying people on my floor.
I'm almost 21 and now it's a little different. I have lucid dreams and can feel a click in my head going from awake to asleep. While trying to remain control and visualizing, I feel the click and start to lucid dream, thus creating a gateway into a somewhat controlled dream world. Last time I did it was not a pretty site though, i couldn't keep things stable. Images started flying by and I was suddenly in a candy super market that had very bright colors, it was all good until everything broke and it morphed into a baby face and grew into more agonizing faces like a vine growing leaves. I woke myself up but it was too late, all i could see around my room were growing faces that looked like they were trying to talk to me. Even if I blinked and blinked the moving images remained, superimposed onto anything that I looked at until they just faded away.
Now only a dark place can stir up images for me. Whenever I walk through a pitch black area I swear I can feel people press up against me or I can see fuzzy blobs. but I'm probably just crazy.
It's taken a long time to not be scared shitless of this SP stuff. For the most part I think it's underlying anxiety and fear plus a very over active imagination. It was the worst when I was young, because the almost delibilating dread and fear of sleep on top of anxiety at school made the hullucinations worse. And the fact that my mom and sister stupidly believed I was a parnormaly 'sensitive' little girl didn't help my fear either LOL. For me it's an evolving thing that I'm glad I have. Not for the paralizing effects but for the amazing escapism possibilities it offers.
but yeah probably not the devil.
I'm 25 and this has been
I'm 25 and this has been happening to me since I was about 5. Sometimes it won't happen for a month or so and other times it is every time I try to go to sleep. If I have had a nap during the day and am not completely tired, it always happens. I have had the full out hallucinations to just getting the feeling of something very evil in the room. I have heard voices, been choked and sometimes even felt like I had come out of my body and was watching it all from a few feet in the air. At first I was able to "wake myself up" by moving a finger then a hand and by then I would be awake. Now it is much harder and I can sometimes almost vibrate my head until I wake up but can no longer move anything else. Normally I'm in bed trying to go to sleep, go to move and realise I can't, then panic sets in and horrible nightmares start, if I can't wake myself up very soon then the nightmares turn into horific hallucinations. Like the person who commented above, most nights I don't go to sleep until after midnight and leave the tv on. If anyone knows some way to prevent or stop this please let me know.
Tears come to my eyes when I
Tears come to my eyes when I read this because I know exactly what you're going through. I've never gotten to the point of "horrific hallucinations" because I would start to pray before it got to bad. Try saying the Lords Pray or the 23rd Psalm while you're experiencing this. Also, keep a copy of The Bible on your bed. Good Luck.
I was always too embarrassed to tell anyone...and when I did....
I had the same kinds of events.I almost always knew when it was starting. I would "hear" a loud noise like a jackhammer in my ears. I'd try to jump up outta bed to beat it. Sometimes I did, sometimes did'nt. I felt like my body would rise starting at my feet and ending with my head until I felt as though I was "floating" in my room. Sometimes, suddenly it seemed as though I was being flung from one room to another.Sometimes it felt like someone was sitting on top of me. SCARED me to death.I have seen little evil beings in my room, heard unpleasant voices and sounds, I have scared those in bed with me by trying to speak to wake myself up...."move me" I would say because if I move just one finger, toe..whatever, I would "come out of it". Or even speak to me. My closest friends even joked and told me to put a Bible under my pillow. So, I stopped telling others! I told my doctor about it and about it causing me to be very sleepy the next day...all day. He sent me to a sleep specialist. I did two sleep studies and found out that I actually have Narcolepsy. And guess what...one of the symptoms of this disorder is sleep paralysis!! I am on meds for my Narcolepsy and don't experience these episodes as often as I used to and they are less scary...by far!! Good luck!! I know it's very real and very scary and it can be a pretty lonely place to be if you don't have anyone to relate to!