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POST YOUR THOUGHTS HERE

Welcome to the on-line conversation for Women in Walled Communities, a cluster of three courses in a new 360° @ Bryn Mawr College that focuses on the constraints and agency of individual actors in the institutional settings of women's colleges and prisons.

This is an interestingly different kind of place for writing, and may take some getting used to. The first thing to keep in mind is that it's not a site for "formal writing" or "finished thoughts." It's a place for thoughts-in-progress, for what you're thinking (whether you know it or not) on your way to what you think next. Imagine that you're just talking to some people you've met. This is a "conversation" place, a place to find out what you're thinking yourself, and what other people are thinking. The idea here is that your "thoughts in progress" can help others with their thinking, and theirs can help you with yours.

Who are you writing for? Primarily for yourself, and for others in our cluster. But also for the world. This is a "public" forum, so people anywhere on the web might look in. You're writing for yourself, for others in the class, AND for others you might or might not know. So, your thoughts in progress can contribute to the thoughts in progress of LOTS of people. The web is giving increasing reality to the idea that there can actually evolve a world community, and you're part of helping to bring that about. We're glad to have you along, and hope you come to both enjoy and value our shared explorations.  Feel free to comment on any post below, or to POST YOUR THOUGHTS HERE.


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To our Walled Community: Thank you

When I first started this class, I wasn’t sure at all what to expect. I was excited. I’d worked with Anne and Jody before and I’d met and interacted with a number of people in the class in a variety of contexts. In fact, when I saw the list of people in the class, I thought: “This is going to be an amazing semester.” The people in the 360 really do build the experience, and my expectations in terms of what my classmates and my professors would bring were not disappointed.

Because of this sense of familiarity, I’ve taken a lot of risks this semester. I’ve begun to understand and come to terms with my position of privilege and also come to understand the places where I am less privileged or de-privileged. I wrote my first web-paper for Anne about how I couldn’t write about my original place of silencing because the venue for my writing was a public one. Two papers later, I was able to address the topic in the form of a graphic narrative, and now by the end of the semester, I’ve built up the courage to speak to my parents about my position. I’ve also been able to really question myself within the space of the classroom– something I’ve shied away from before because of how vulnerable making it can be.

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Workshop Reflection

            My group’s final project was a workshop that touched on different types of oppression and ways in which different groups are silenced on campus. We explore voice and Jody’s by educating people on the different ways in which privilege appears on campus. We used the discussion-based way of teaching/learning in our workshop. We explore the notion of vision and Barbs class by making the participants think about their niches on campus and where it is that they feel comfortable and where they do not. We used silence in our workshop by having silent discussions and giving people time to reflect on what they have seen on the posters before commenting. We also had a Delpit way of “teaching”. Throughout most of the workshop (i.e. cross the line activity) our point would get across depending on how the participants interpreted the activity. Throughout that activity, we included questions that touched on religion, gender and sexuality and race with the hopes that the participants would make the connections themselves.

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360 Self Evaluation

            When I first heard of this 360 and the topic, I got so excited and could not wait to be apart of it even if we were not traveling outside of the country like the other 360 classes did. Once the classes began I realized it was going to be an intense semester because I realized how many different point of views everyone had and I noticed this huge learning gap between my peers and I. I really found the “tension” we had in class at the beginning to be really interested. Even though I am aware that I have experienced these learning gaps between my peers and I in other class, it was really different in our 360. This was the first time I had conversations about it in class with my classmates. When it came to speaking of these issues I would usually just vent with my friends outside of classes. I really loved the fact that as the semester continued, we became more and more willing, or able to, speak of these privileges with one another. This has been an experience that I will never forget, I really loved the fact that the professors became so willing to give us the space to work on an activist project as part of the class.

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360 Self Evaluation

Initially when I was discussing writing my reflection with Anne, she suggested that I write one for both the 360 and Ecological Imaginings because so many of my connections in both classes were deeply intertwined with one another. I ultimately decided against this because I wanted to give both classes distance from one another because there are many ways in which I also see the points at which they do not intersect. However, it was not until I was looking over my posts on Serendip to do my reflections that I could really visually see the ways in which the 360 course cluster and my Ecolit class overlapped. Many of my connections to Ecological Imaginings were finding the ways in which the Environment movement is racially and class exclusive, something I had never realized or encountered before. My concept of the way nature affects people significantly influenced how I perceived the Prison environment. One of the other connections I began to make toward the end of the course was between Jody’s education course and Ecolit revolved around divergent thinking and “play.” I began to wonder if the ways in which we are taught to focus in school, and filter out divergent thoughts was not ecologically friendly because we are taught to filter out of the “distracting” environment as well.

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Looking back before the destination

Can’t believe it’s all over now. I have to say this the best semester for me ever. For the first time, I wish I could stay longer on this train. The three aspects of this course really echo with each and create the optimal learning dimension for me to have the opportunity to explore something I always want to explore more. The discussion and other component of the courses create this 360 frame to examine the topics evolved around voice, silence and vision.

Voice:

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Video Reflection: "Standing on Walls"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvwFc-6kWys

When Danielle and I first started envisioning our final project, we were both very drawn to the idea of looking at privilege. Danielle had been thinking about doing a zine on the topic of privilege, but when we discovered our mutual interest in video-making, we thought that might be another way of sharing the thoughts that have come out of our class in an accessible and fun way. We really wanted to look at how Bryn Mawr impacts and is impacted by differences in privilege and one of the places we started our search was the classroom.

In order to avoid stigmatizing a specific professor or set of students, Danielle wrote a script that we used as the basis for our fictional classroom scene. One of the things I’ve really noticed as a result of practicing silence and thinking about how much space my words take up in the classroom – as well as comparing our Bryn Mawr speaking experience with being in the Cannery – was how people’s notice of vocal space (or lack of notice) really impacts the classroom environment.

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Self-Evaluation: An "end" that will surely last a lifetime!

In the beginning of the semester, I think my learning was largely centered on my personal relationships to the themes of each class. For one, my life (for example, silence in my home) was the only platform I had at the time and two, I did not know how to move forward with Silence, Voice and Vision if I did not start with my own experiences. So, when reading through my early work, I notice that a lot of my thoughts focused on the value of personal experiences in the classroom which I mainly wrote about in paper I for Jody. Today, I still see the value--they make us invested in the work we do/each other and I am thankful for the fishbowl activities in Jody’s and Anne’s class that did this--but I now see the dangers of bringing personal experiences to the forefront and relying on them too heavily.

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Self Evaluation

As I reflect on my experiences in this 360, I can’t help but feel like I can never articulate my feelings on the ways I’ve been learning. It was incredible being a part of this group and it was also too intense at times. But I think this 360 has been the most challenging learning experience I’ve had yet. What got me thinking about how to answer this question was when Danielle interviewed me for her video project. I found myself stumbling over what I wanted to say. As much as I’d love to share what I’ve learned in this 360 so far with other people, I don’t think I can because the experience was so personal. I can’t exactly describe the experience to other people if they weren’t in it because I wouldn’t be doing our 360 any justice. But I hope we made a good attempt at explaining our experiences through our final presentation of our 360.

I’ve come such a long way as a student and as a participant in this 360 but I still have such a long way to go. I’m finding that I have been contradicting myself a lot and that’s troublesome, but it’s the troublesome learning that comforts me because that’s what learning looks like. It makes me think of the Threshold Concepts we talk so much about in my TLI partnership. Whether it was me shakily standing up to walk over and join the fishbowl discussion to say what I was thinking without thinking it out fully or me choosing to write so personally about my experiences at home, I took risks.

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Memo #3 image

Sunrise behind the bars!

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Our Song!

http://youtu.be/c2Ykntn0k4E

Oh I’m done with school, I’m out of motivation

I’m walking through a fog of stifled dreams

There will always be something missing here

Falsely composed

Trying to ignore finals week hysteria, 99 problems, and more

Oh I’m ready to go forward

Ready or not here I come

Dreams are arising from the unconscious C

I'm I'm excited for what's to come

I'm facing reality finding new purpose in life

I want to live my life on my terms

I want to live full-heartedly

Falsely composed

Trying to ignore finals week hysteria, D99 problems, and more

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Initial Self Reflection Post (Moved under title: "Self Reflection")

My self-reflection was posted here earlier - before I actually read the portfolio instructions to put it under a specified link!

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What Walls Do We Build/Need/Break Down?--Our Final Presentations!


Welcome everybody! We're happy that you’ve joined us here to see what we've learned in our 360° this semester. A 360° is a cluster of interdisciplinary courses that look at one main theme. Ours is called Women in Walled Communities.
 
In The Rhetorics of Silence, we examined the many functions and meanings of silence: as a political tool, an imaginative space, and a powerful form of communicative expression--as well as the result of lack of agency and or the denial of voice.

In Learning in Institutional Spaces, we explored how the institutions of schools and prisons promote or inhibit learning. It was in this course that we looked most critically at this institution, Bryn Mawr College, and its own history of power and oppression, which sparked a lot of interest in Perry House as an embodiment of some of that history.

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All good things...

Danielle Ford
12.19.2012
360 reflection


 Reviewing the posts and papers I wrote at the start of the semester reminded me of the mental state I’d been in. I had just returned to Bryn Mawr after a semester abroad -- at an institution in which students had no voice whatsoever and I hadn’t met a single person who thought gender expression was a social construction (that is probably an unfair way to judge a culture -- but it is very important to me)... then, three months of education work on an urban farm and a month living on an anarchist intentional community in North Carolina. It was strange to feel like I had even a semi-permanent residence. I was re-joining a familiar institution with a new, more radical lens. This is evident in the first papers I wrote for Jody, about unschooling and resisting the words/roles “teacher” and “student.” Also, my first memo for Barb was a frustrated rant containing a lot of what I had learned about the criminal justice system through Occupy and Anarchist info-sessions. Radical energy was radiating out of me. This 360 has been wonderful for me in that it helped me express that energy --- to figure out how to communicate it productively.

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Exploring East Asian Identity Live Broadcast

Here's the introductory podcast.  It's a more polished, expanded version of what you saw at the final presentation

We recorded our livepodcast but be warned: it's INCREDIBLY soft.  I suggest you pump up the volume for it.  It's shared in a google doc here (I need to sign up for podcast permission from itunes in order to get a more formal way to share things with everyone, so this will have to do for now)

Here's the script we had for monday's presentation:

INTRODUCTION

I’m Irene Shin ‘13

Chandrea Peng ‘15

Yiran Zhang ‘14

 

Irene: Over the past several weeks, the three of us have interviewed several students on this campus to get a better understanding of the following question: what is it like to identify as East Asian at Bryn Mawr?

As you heard in my own interview with Danielle for her final project, my own motivations for being a part of this project can be summed up as so:  I consider the East Asian demographic as a sleeping giant of sorts: an integral part of Bryn Mawr’s landscape but not foregrounded in any conversation on campus. 

Our final 360 project aims to 1) give that space that has yet to exist and 2) understand why East Asians have a tendency not to speak on this issue to begin with.

 

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360 Love, Final Self-Evaluation, and THANK YOU!

In this 360, as in the rest of my life, I have striven to be present. I find that often, I have trouble staying in the moment when I know that there are things coming up that I will have to do that are making me stressed, or when I feel impatient waiting for the next thing to happen. For every minute that I let my mind wander, it’s a minute that I’m focused on something other than the task or conversation at hand, which, while in class or other participatory activities, is generally a negative thing. In this cluster of classes, I have struggled with my presence, because while I want to remain in the mindset where I can focus on what’s going on around me at any given moment, I also don’t want my presence to impede on anyone else’s, especially as it relates to speaking in class.

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Visual of BBB final project

Here are some images that represent our project. The first portion is what we showed during our final presentation. 

Collaborators (AKA Book Buyin' Bitches): Hayley, Julia and Jacky 

Enjoy! 

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"Kid, you'll move mountains": Diffracting and Loving my 360 Experience

Dear Anne, Barb and Jody,

First off, let me thank you. I meant what I said at our final class that you all were instrumental in making this process what it was. I couldn’t have taken the leap without your scaffolding and support. 

It was fortunate stroke of serendipity that led to me to this 360. As we wrap up now, I can see that the trajectory I'm on (which, appropriately, started with ESem) has completely transformed the way I think about the world. My social awareness, and the impetus I have to do something with this newfound knowledge, were fostered, and tested, during our semester together. I am constantly amazed by how lucky I am to have had such an opportunity, and to have had the faith and guidance from others necessary to bring me through it. This 360 is the riskiest thing I've ever done at Bryn Mawr, but also the best. Everything has changed now, and I can't wait to see what's coming next. 

Participation

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Final BBB reflection

Developing and carrying out a final project that revolved around a subject which interested us felt like a perfect way to culminate our experience and learning together this semester. As one who has depended on books for various reasons for most of my life and never had to question my own literacy, the idea of Books Behind Bars in its effort to both raise consciousness about issues surrounding literacy, privilege and social distance as well as money to buy books for incarcerated women felt particularly close to home. While it was a topic that was personal to me, I saw much potential in BBB in that it had the ability to reach across and off campus, affecting both Bryn Mawr students and the larger population of incarcerated women that we had grown close to. Additionally, our consciousness-raising efforts were particularly far reaching in that our fliers were distributed across campus and thus hopefully engaged even those who were not in attendance of our final presentation. Although it may be impossible to determine how individuals reacted to our thought-provoking marketing techniques, I see the monetary success of our collection (we raised over $165!) as an indication that people not only noticed the flyers but thought about what they meant and why the issues they raised are important.

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Self Eval: 360 love! (and critical thinking, of course)

Personal Growth:

When I signed up for the 360, I did so mostly because the topic was intriguing and I had already had positive experiences in classes with Jody and Anne before.  I was drawn in by the connection to social justice connection, which I enjoy discussing in my classes because I like to have those conversations anyway, but learning about them in class stretches and/or complicates my ideas as well as gives me academic grounding in my belief.  Although it sometimes frustrates me that for my thoughts to be valued, they need to be supported by some academic theory, in the world I live and take part in, it is necessary, especially at this point in my life when I’m applying to jobs fresh out of college and I’m commonly asked in interviews about books or theorists that influence me.  These are codes and even if I choose to reject them, I need to know of their existence.

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360 Exhibition Reflection

Below you'll find our workshop and attached my reflections on how it related to our work in our 360.

Final 360 Workshop
I Can’t Believe I’m Still Workshopping this Shit: Race and Privilege at Bryn Mawr (1 hour)

Goals: discuss importance to the whole community;discuss issues of race and privilege (color paper)

Voice: Educating people, privilege, school to prison pipeline - criminalization, voice/discussion, Bryn Mawr College History
Vision: The New Jim Crow, walled space, niches - as related to Perry House, where you feel at home on campus
Silence: Voices are silent on campus, silent activity/discussion, silence as a place of reflection, Delpit,

Materials: flipchart, markers, candy,index cards/pens for each team,  tape the floor for step forward statements