I had tremendous difficulty with this assignment: To sketch 4-6 representations of self. My self. And it was much harder than I had anticipated. I was challenged by my lack of artistic skills and my inability to think of how to represent myself on paper.
In my first web-paper, I discussed my
discomfort with Helene Cixous’ proclamation that “women must write women”
(Cixous 877). Cixous discusses how women have been “kept in the dark” and led
into self-disdain for so long that the amount of women authors is miniscule
relative to men. I do not contest this statement and I believe that it is
important for women to write and to let their voices be heard. However, while I
realize that my discomfort with writing and speaking in class probably has a
lot, if not, everything to do with the fact that I am a woman who has group up
in a patriarchal society I do not think that every woman’s rebellion has to
So,I’m going to try something new. I’m going to write for myself. I’m going torant, and lift a little belly,if I may. I’m going to be insecure, I’m going to speak to my own personaltestimony, sorry Linda. Warning, this might get a little crazy.
Registering to
vote, setting up a myspace account, and walking into almost any public bathroom
all have one thing in common: they each require the individual to declare their
gender and/or sex identity. For most
people, this may not seem to be a cause for alarm; society trains everyone to
express a specific gender identity (either “masculine” or “feminine” based on
whether their genitals are “male” or “female”) from their birth. These gender identities make it easy to
determine whether one has male or female genitals, therefore allowing the
heterosexual “norm” to easily prevail by simplifying the policing of
non-heteronormative sexual configurations.
In the age of what
many believe to be the “third-wave” of feminism, one that challenges the notion
of what it even means to be “female” or “feminist” and has expanded to include
those who may not or could not have been part of the first or second waves of
feminism, it becomes clear that one of the major differences between the older
waves of feminism and the one we are in now is exemplified in the attitude
towards pornography. Here, I use the term in a very broad sense since so many
feminists define it differently and I mean it to include both sex/sexual work
such as prostitution and stripping as well as the pornographic movie industry.
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