Multiple Personality Disorder

I know i.have mpd his name is angelo first I had no control and some times when im stressed or life gets hectic he comes out. Drinking is often his time to emerge I guess you can say. I will not go in to stories about him or things ive woken up to. I lil say one thing a change in diet and expecting your past no matter how scarred and tormented it made you who you are today. Love your self and try to move on love where you are in life now and who you have become thanks to your hell of a childhood or past. And you wont have as many episodes. Im a strict vegan now and have taken all mind alltering substances out of my life. Remember there is and always will be some one who has it worse in life then you.

I don't know whether I have this psychological disorder or not. But, many times in my life, I just feel that there's another 'me' saying bad things about other people. I know it's bad and everything, but there's always this unknown person who's always making me feel bad about myself. I often think that I'm a bad person because that person, another me, will always say bad things about other people. It makes me really confused and stressful because those people are just so important to me and I feel extremely awful and bad cuz of that unknown person inside my head. Please help

Okay.... Well I have friends at school that believe they have MPD and stuffs, and they say that i have it too. Well, i really am not sure if they're right or not.

My childhood wasn't all that great, but it was better than life nowadays. I may have been possessed by malicious spirits in the past, and i had to have people remove them, but i really am not sure if it was real or not. I was bullied during middle school, which has led to my very low self-esteem and lack of confidence. I am even picked on to this day by some. I'm an 18 year old girl who was used as nothing but a live sex doll by a scrub of a boyfriend who did it to me from ages 15-17. Two years too long.... It wasn't bad at first, until i realized how foolish i was, that he was just using me for his own pleasure, and that he had others that he used as well for the same purpose... And my friends made me think i had personalities for about a year, but apparently they told me they were fake, and that it was all just a lie. Then i made up another personality to kinda relieve myself from the trauma of that, but then i soon realized it was no use, so i discontinued that personality.

...That's enough of my backstory, i guess. Well, here's the deal. According to a few, i seem to attract a lot of spirits. I've been hugged by the spirit of my aunt's dead daughter. I was scared to death by a face in the window in my aunt's house, which was accompanied by the sound of a power line snapping, but there was no power outage. That's just the tip of the iceberg. Now i have an issue, and i wonder if this is the real deal or if it's just me going crazy or something. I have recently become very afraid of the kitchen window at night, especially when I'm the only one awake. A couple weeks ago I felt a tall, lean male spirit lean on me and comfort me. A week after that i felt a very threatening presence in the kitchen window, but i don't know if it was him. My computer desk is right next to the kitchen, so i also think that he was one of the spirits from the window. After that i began having weird dreams and strange mood swings, almost even like i was mentally unstable. I've always been what I like to call "scatter-brained", but it's been getting a little worse now. I already have many different sides of my personality that seem to randomly switch in and out. I've identified at least 5 or so different "facets", as i call them. I've also noticed that i tend to live in my "own little world", and that I am slightly detached from reality, and for a while it seemed to spike while all of this instability was going on....but....

...When all of that died down a little bit just a few days ago, everything about the past few weeks slowly began to unveil. I saw an image of this spirit, and then I was told his name was something like "Eiswehr" (Eyes-verr). I really have NO idea how to spell it, im just guessing lol... Apparently he's a total jerk that everyone hated in all of his lives, as revealed by my friends. I soon discovered that this spirit was trapped inside of me, and now he takes control of me momentarily and makes me do and say fucked up things. Also Eiswehr is apparently related to me. But I don't know if i should trust these friends, seeing as they DID lie to me before about this stuff....

So what do you think? Do I have MPD, schizophenia, or bipolar disorder? Am I just crazy? What do you think is wrong with me?

Help I have split personality ..

After I broke up with this 5th guy and he hurt me I got love trauma ! because I don't feel love

My friends say that I am emo and In my house my mum find be that i am always happy

And have very short temper ! Even My mum remind me that i have food to eat ! I so easily forget

And the bitchy one . I always one to be someone elese but not purposely and the liar also will come out

And if is very noisy I will get mad!!! I will shout SHUT UP! MORE NOISY THAN DOG! .. How to cure and I always act like that I am very confidence !! actually I have very lowself esteem ..

I feel god hate me ! I blame everything to myself when the 5th guy break up with me..

Im not to sure if i have MPD or pshycosis or bi polar ? For example when im alone id talk to my self about feelings,other people,randon stuff and i ask my self questions out loud and respond with an answer and some times i disagree with the answer and continue to debate over something , then i have my fear persona i hate meeting new people im incredibly at times depending on what mood im in but then sometimes im outgoing , i work full time and i get along with all my collegues but if someone says something like a joke or a little insult i put them on my '' shit list '' excuse the french and hold grudges but then i tend to just forget and i repeat what i say alot , ive never harmed anybody and i dont get evil intentions and im capable of getting on with life but im still insecure about my secret

i have mpd and im 13 turning 14 but thhe problem i have is my second personality "vice" he keeps on hurting my life he seems to love the whole two face gig and uses my silver dollar my grandpa gave me im scared he'll use it to hurt my gf and i have days that i cant even remember! HELP ME!!

The above comments with imaginary friends and what not, thats psychosis, not dissociation, dissociation is a numbing of a persons physical , emotional existance, its the feeling of non existance, or time, its imprisonment, CPTD with dissociation for life, life?? Life involves time?? Just going through it, whatever it is, dont ask me about how it all happened, can hardly remember yesterday, foggy sureal dream from moment to moment, completely go away someplace, during intimacy, iv been told,dont remember, i dont even exist for it to matter, a speck of dust blowing in the wind. The above comments are from psychotics not actual dissociation.

I sorta have an imaginary friend or some personality in my head. I'm a 'he' and he's a 'he' too and I enjoy talking to him. I'm 15 and I have many friends and i don't feel any kind of obstruction in my life because of him. He shares my feelings and thoughts and often comments on them as well. He shares my memories too and whenever nobody's around I kind of talk to him about the day and previous events. He helps me in many ways like coping with relationships, friends, family matters. Once when I was traveling somewhere in the car I felt sort of detached and disconnected and I felt as if he wasn't there with me. I felt short of breath but after a while I was alright again.

I don't know what this is, I guess I'm not crazy or anything cause this is not a split personality or negative one or anything like that. I don't believe in ghosts and demons or anything but I'm still a bit scared. I don't smoke or drink or do any drugs. Sometimes I have dreams about my friends or my crush and he's sort of there. I always refer to him as 'Him' and he has no face or body or name or any feature I can imagine or picture except his personality and his way of saying things. I wasn't really lonely in my childhood and I don't recall a lot about the past, but I've seen pictures from when I was 3-7 and I seemed very happy. I think I developed this 'friend' when I was b/w the age of 8-10.

I don't know what to do. Please help me

I have reason to believe that someone I became intimate with may have multiple personalities, but I'm not sure. Every week or two, there's a significant change in her behavior & she turns into someone who has nothing but hatred for me over things that none of my friends consider to be something to be upset about in the first place. This woman is an adult survivor of childhood sexual abuse & has been in abusive relationships all her life. I'm the first person she's ever been around that is NOT abusive. I thought we became very close & she began to display strong feelings for me & even express them. She's been saying that my feelings for her are much stronger than hers are for me, but she's always been the one to say the sweet nothings & loving things first to me. Her own 7 year old child made it a point to tell her he can see she wants to kiss me & the child distinguished between romantic & platonic when she protested telling him we're just friends (which wasn't quite true. we've been more than friends since we started) He actually insisted to her saying "NO.You want to KISS her" (yes I'm a lesbian) I've always waited for her to say things first so as not to scare her too much. Too much emotion & anything intense seems to put her into a complete tailspin.

I think I witnessed a personality change just recently & unfortunately, the personality that hates me is the one in charge right now & she told me never to contact her again & has (again) blocked me on Facebook. She has been going back & forth, running to me & then away from me for a year now & most recently said she wants nothing to do with me on any level. She has no memory of certain places we've gone together, restaurants we've been to, & other things that she does. What I'm trying to find out is, do all the alternates always have different names? Or can they be different aspects of the same person & all of them have that person's name? She seems to display many if not all the symptoms & I don't know if she knows she has a problem or not. But I genuinely care for her - or at least the part of her that doesn't hate me. I'd at least like to remain friends with her if possible & I'm trying to understand how this all works. How does these poor people even have relationships?

Hi, I'm 17 and I have a friend whos like mu brother and says to have DID. Hes "people" sometime come out and talk to me but somehow I dont believe he has DID and well I jusr feel bad. Well furthermore he sufferd alot before, he was sexually abuse amd mentally also, and I want to help him if after all he does happen to have this, but I dont even know were to start. Help??????

My close friend and neighbor Katherine has it. One time, I saw my friend named Sage. I was eating lunch with Katherine at school, and started to yell his name over and over again. Katherine told me to stop yelling that name. She wouldn't say why, so I assumed it was silly and kept screaming for Sage. A few seconds later, Katherine gets a scowl on her face. She starts being really mean to everybody and pushes my friend Nina down the stairs. After school Katherine told me she has "people" inside her. She has a LOT of personalities, I've seen everything from Love to Inappropriate. She has one named Fantasy, and another named Friendship (or known as Megan). A bunch of them don't have official names. What's weird about this disorder is that when I ask her questions about where she goes, she can't explain it. She says shes inside her mind, and she hears what goes on and everything. Another odd thing is when I question what a personality is doing, she can respond. She'll say one named Stefy (little kid personality) is sleeping, or that Fantasy is playing pacman. (LOL) . I really hope she goes on meds because she does some really unexplainable stuff. I will find out more about DID/MPD for her . c:

I become interested in this thing because i want to know if I'm just depressed, have little self confidence or has a DID. I read in this article () something about red flags. I do remember on red flag though. My mother and I were looking at the mirror of a public restroom along with my cousin and her friend , freshening up. I don't know why but I just snapped at my mother for no reason. She said something about freshening up our faces but with no ill intent. I don't know I just snapped out and told her that "I am not like them. I don't have the habit of fixing my face" or something similar to that. I was shocked at deep inside I only felt, What the fuck happened? Like why did I said that? I became irritated for no reason.

There was also this time (it happened two times) where my mother gave me money and told me to keep it. The next day she asked about it I can't remember her giving it to me. This happened for two consecutive days.

Then, there are times when I feel like homicidal I want people to be killed. For example, I really hate our physics teacher and every time she's teaching, I always imagined that there will be a scythe coming out of nowhere beheading her. Then there was also this teacher again who kind of gave a joke (but to me I felt really insulted) and from them on, I never greeted him and I also imagined bad things happening to him.

I also get irritated most of the time especially at home, with anyone of my family. I don't dream like most people do. I have this sudden feeling of adrenaline rush, like I want to run or shout but I refrain myself from doing it. I also hate when people touch me. I'm not comfortable with physical touch especially hugs. I don't like talking to people and for one whole year, I started declining most invitations people give me like with debut parties or just a message from a friend asking me to come over. I know that I am quiet and prefer to be by myself but not this much. I always give time to my friends especially my bestfriends, but now, I don't like going out of our house and I just dont feel like seeing anyone. I don't got outside and I hate the people outside ( I have two neighbors who badmouths my mother and I really want them dead.)

Maybe it's because of my family? My mother is committing adultery for more than 8 years now, and my father knows but he doesn't know who. My father too is going to clubs and doing "it" with different girls. I'm the only one who knows what are the thoughts of both sides, since my father and my mother tells their problem with each other to me.So I am in a tight position right now. But I'm close to my mother, so I understand her and protect her. I hate my father but sometimes I pity him. My mood swings is also an issue. There is a moment when I angry, then depressed, then a little bit happy then just blank. People also say that I don't have emotions or just blank. And I don't want to change that. The better that they are having a hard time trying to figure me out the better I feel good about myself hiding my true feelings, I'm sadistic like that. I hate crowds. I have 3 bestfriends that I'm very proud of because they are probab;y the only ones that can take my tactlessness and understand me, if not forgive me and just say I'm weird. I don't trust people and have the tendency to push them away.

LAst one, some of the things I do, say and think are most of the contradictory to each other. I can't focus one one thing that long nowadays.

My personality now is exactly the opposite of what I am when I was a child.

Can someone please tell me what's going on. I'm terribly confused.

Just recently I have decided to reserch the possibility that I may have MPD.
My life has been a challenge for as long as I can remember, When I was about 2 or 3 I remember bits and pieces of a event. There was this old man sitting in a chair on his porch I believe he was the neighbor. He kept asking me to come into his yard and offered me a flower. the next thing I remember was being back in my yard crying and in some sort of pain but due to my age I was unable to express what had happened. I really don't remember what happened. I was raised ina family with severe abuse. My father would drink and stay away for days on end then when he would return home he would pull my mother from bed bet her rape her and then throw her outside. She would wait till he passed out and then have me let her in to sleep under my bed. This wen on for years. I would hear his car and would hold my breath to afraid that if I made a noise he would know I was awake. My mother was unstable as well she didn't care much for me she would always accuse me of being dirty and was very physicaly abusive among other things, I can remember sleep walking and waking up outside with my dog that I loved very much his name wasSPOT.I would stay with him until morning or until I could get backinto the house. One day I came home and he was gone. My mother had taken him the the pound she said I had done sexual things with him I felt like I could just die. Well this story goes on and on as yyou can imagine. Fast forward I had a daughter at the age of 16 and had a hard time bonding I know I love her so much but I was a very bad mother. Now she is grown and has three children of her own. She is a wonderful mother thank god. I am now 53 and have been having flashbacks of my childhood, I feel angry, depressed, I bing eat, I find bruses on my body and have no idea how the got there have isolated myself have no friends, feel empty,The other day I had a argument with a neighbor when I totaly lost control and starting yelling and calling her a fucking bitch among other things language I never use. I have also been hateful with my mother and try to hurt her with words. But then the next ime I see her I feel love. I'm so confused right now my life is in tatters. The only relationship I have is with my 4 dogs. I do work but I feel like a different person when i'm there. A little ocd. Anyway I am going to seek help but I would like a educated opinion. I have attemped to kill myself on one occation as well

ok so i have a girlfriend who i love very dearly but she seems to have some sort of problem. On occasion her other side will come out and this scares me to death because this other side sometimes hurts her (cutting, hitting) and wants to hurt me. My gf is aware of this other side of her and she knows what happenes but cannot stop this from happening no matter how hard she fights this other side from coming out. Does anyone know how i could possibly help her with these problems, if someone does knows please respond so i can help her cope with this.

I'm a sixteen year old girl who has been tortured for a long period of time until this year. Ive been having these dreams where i keep going back to them. One of the people in it was a guy and after that hes been in my head talking to me. Helping me. He really isnt bad and he hasnt done anything to me like Screamergirl he takes control of me sometimes but only when its acceptable and i need him. I feel like there's two of me, not like there's someone in my head. "Joint-dream" is the right word for what i feel as well. He writes on his own and everything. Is there something wrong?

Healthy multiplicity shows that being multiple is not a disorder, is just a way of being.

please help me i cant stop acting like other people like from tv or movies say like if one of the people i like is a alcholic i would try and be a alcholic im 16 and i was raped at 9 and it carryed on for a year and i have no control over it please someone help should i go to a doctor about it or what ... :(

Hi! I'm a sixteen year old girl who underwent sexual trauma at around this time last year. Since then I've had a "voice" that speaks with me in my head, but he's not like other alters I've heard of. For the longest time Starscream from the Transformers series has been my muse, a being of inspiration and usually who I think of when I need to create a character or a story. After having my trauma (my Starscream toy was present with me at the time) he started popping up and "thinking" on his own. (Unlike the one from the show he's much, -much- kinder.) Recently we've both been researching MPD and haven't found any of this form, we're able to communicate with each other through our thoughts and I've convinced him to start keeping a journal, he also refuses to take control of me unless it's absolutely necessary, another strange thing we've realized is that we "joint-dream" where we're both present in our own separate forms inside the dream. He can also sometimes take partial control, like using my hands to write physical notes to me or making myself have faster reflexes than normal, or even typing since I've agreed to help him make his own Facebook so he can socialize with others. Is this completely unheard of? I've not bothered to tell my parents since he's more of a help than a problem and I don't want them to take me to get rid of him.