Cinematic pan out
as I run to the train
fleetingly wondering if I packed my inhaler,
weighed down by textbooks
and the nagging backwards pull of tardiness.
I n s l o w m o t i o n
the last passenger climbs the steps and is swallowed by the metal mouth.
What about me?
I have my ticket.
Bought it online
so I could be on time.
Dramatic close up
as I grab the handle of the silver door.
It's cold with November kisses
yet I can still feel the pink warmth of human flesh that lingers there.
I lingered too.
That's why I'm late.
A swell of orchestral violins and cellos
(Medoza's Theme: Always One Second Behind)
as I beat sense into its skin
trying to grab someone's attention .
A montage of faces of passengers
as I am dragged along, legs following someone else's orders
stop. go. Run faster. There is still hope.
They crescendo, but the violins have dropped away, the cellos only a tremolo,
background buzz for sneers.
Or are they pitied sighs?
Zoom back to me,
setting the beast free
grabbing at a fistful of hair
molding curses from puffs of air
and the credits roll away on the rail.
The safest way to travel is by train. A train is solid and familiar, never straying from the old