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Okay I got drunk sometimes and this has never happend before. today I got out of my room whent into the room of my parents and started to take a piss on the scale, my parents woke up and were saying like? what are you doing? I answered: "I'm taking a piss".

my mom yelled and said go to the toilet, I went to the toilet and proceeded peeing even putting on the lights etc...

The next day my mom asks me if I know what I did? And suddenly things started to come back but I only remembered it in kind of a dreamy way. I was embarased ofcourse and scared because I couldn't control myself in that state. After she told me how I answered her question I laughed my ass off.

Even if I read the comments, Its absolutly hilarious, and I don't want to make people feel bad by laughing but I find it absolutly amusing these story's. I had my laught with mine and I hope It will never occur again.

details: while I was peeing I remember that it wasn't a steady piss it was as if my mind was saying: "I think this is wrong" And so i peed in bursts :D. So something was still there that could reason but the other side was far stronger.

My dad told me about a friend in the army that would also do this, he said that once you do it once it will keep comming back. I don't want to believe him. I'm 19 btw.

And I don't like the psychological explenation of rejection or abuse in childhood. I wasn't abused and although I couldn't get along with my father some times I don't believe I therefor did it. I was feeling soo good all the days before, perfectly balanced in my being, unlike my exessive thoughts normaly. I now know how to find that state of neutral being which in spiritual circles is called realization and when further practiced "enlightenment". I don't thus believe it had something to do with my mindset or personal problems at the time.