This feels like my ordinary nighttime
routine: yellow light, static screen, wooden chair, pins and needles. Needles and pins? My foot has fallen asleep again – and yet, as
that thought comes to me, I immediately question it: has my foot itself really
turned off, or is it just that my mind has stopped registering the foot? Is my foot ignoring stimuli from the outside
world, or is it simply unable to deliver the stimuli it does receive to my
brain? I wonder what the relationship is
between numbness and neurology. If I
don’t feel a body part, does that automatically mean the part isn’t working? What if no “part” even exists outside of my