picture it.
computer center.
1997. A typical sunday after the x-files
amber baum and erin hunter are deep in thought about neurobiology.
amber: Hey erin, what do you think about this motor symphony idea?
erin: i don't know. it makes sense to me in most cases. i mean, almost
all of our actions are fluid, and that fits in with the whole symphony
idea. but i have a hard time understanding the typing example from class
where you type without fully processing each letter individually, maybe
becuase i just can't type that well.
amber: but you play tennis, right?
erin: yeah. your point being?...
amber: Well, I play softball (or I did) and like with any sport, I had to > practice...so did you for tennis. So in pg's words we can call that the
learning of a motor symphony. I can now pitch beautifully---you can
serve like a rocket---but we had to learn these things, our symphonies
weren't perfect on first playing. This actually relates to my CompSci
class, where we're studying neural nets, which are computer
programs that are capable of learning. They model the brain (pretty
crudely, but it's clever) with "neurodes" (for neurons) that have some
basic (to a biologist) abilities. It's their connections that matter,
not the neurodes themselves. I actually think that pg got the typing
example from one of our readings.
erin: ok, i see your point about learning motor symphonies. i know
nothing of these computer neural nets, though i do see how they would
correspond to neurons and the nervous system. personally, i think it
would be kind of weird to have a computer that was able to act
independently and uniquely like our nervous system. what would really
draw the line then between human capabilities and computer capabilities.
i guess the I-function is unique to humans, but i don't even really know
that i can say that because i don't understand it well enough to say that
it couldn't somehow be inputed into a computer. at any rate, i find it
scary that a computer might be able to function as similarly to humans as
to replicate its nervous system.
the other thing that the whole idea of learning, using the sports
example, is how one person is somehow innately able to develop a motor
symphony that is better than another person's (ie. how someone is
talented at a sport). what is there is one person that allows them to
pitch better than another or to hit a better forehand than another
person. yeah, practicing will help, but some people can pick up sports
like nothing and play them better than people who have been practicing
for years.
amber: hmm...I guess I would attribute "natural skills" like sports
ability etc. to luck of the draw, or genetics, whatever you want to call
it :) Some networks (my other class again) are faster at learning a
specific thing than others. It's all in the way that they are intitially
set up, and that is made random by the computer. I guess biologically,
you would say that peoples' varying genetics and environments create
abilities and deficiencies in certain areas.
As for the I-function...I don't know about that. It seems like a
cop-out, kind of--like a way to deal with those who bring up the soul.
These are pretty scary ideas, things like "the brain is behavior", and
they threaten a lot of people...the i-function is kind of a shield from
the ramifications of the ideas. Because if you really, really do
believe that the brain is behavior, then you think that computers will be
able to have an I-function someday. But don't worry darling, let me tell
you this: from what I see in my class, that day is _very_ far off! :)
So, hm, motor symphonies...they can be written on the fly or
learned, and learning them makes them more refined...
erin: excuse me amber darling, but i don't think that you want to say
that learning makes them more refined, but i think what you mean to say
is that practicing learned motor symphonies makes them more refined.
amber: d'oh! you're right. I misspoke. Distracted by thoughts of scully
and mulder. :) anyway, what was I saying when I slipped up....I was going
to say that some motor symphonies are even innate, as we discussed
in class this week.
erin: how do they start?
amber: maybe they don't start--maybe they're part of a continuous process > of input-output loops involving various parts of the nervous system and
the rest of the world.
erin and amber: oooooo. aaaaaahhh.
amber: wow, I *can* absorb something at 8.30 am.
erin: me too. well, most of the time anyway. you know what i was just
wondering...well, when i don't play tennis for a few months, and then get
the urge again and go out and hit some, i am able to play better than
normal. but if i play again within the same week, the fact that i haven't
played in a while really shows. whuz that 'bout?
amber: weird...I notice the same with pitching. if I'm needed in a game
or something I can do well without practice, but I can't just pick up my
glove and throw strikes against a wall with no warning.
erin: you know what it might be? maybe that initial time, you forget to
think about what you're actually doing and just do what comes naturally
(which is what you learned by practicing in the past). the second time,
you have kind of fallen back into analyzing the whole game and what
you're doing wrong instead of simply playing the game. thinking about
what you need to do interferes with the motor symphony. what do you think?
amber: I can totally see that. The boxes are getting in each other's
way and not letting each other do their jobs. It also goes with the "in the
groove" feeling you get too...when you're thinking and playing poorly and
then all of a sudden it all just clicks and you're coasting...you know?
It's when you stop thinking about what you're doing and let the motor
symphony do its thang.
erin: you think that that would work for neurobio? that would be pretty
cool. just sit down for the test, put a pen in my hand, and then blank
out. the next thing i would know, the entire test would be done, making
perfect arguments, of course, and i wouldn't remember how i did it.
yeah. cool.
amber: at first I was thinking you were joking, but you know, I think you > have something there....I bet most teachers would say that the spazz
studets in their classes are the ones who make small math mistakes, leave
out points they know, etc...the relaxed students generally do better.
That's why mom always told ya to get a good night's rest before the exam :)
erin: that's it. i'm never thinking again.
Nope. I knew about typing before we did the readings in the other class. Nyah, nyah. Wonderful dialogue, though. What's to say? Yes, indeed, thinking can sometimes get in the way (which provides VERY strong evidence, by the way, that the "I-function is NOT a cop out; the observational/experimental evidence REQUIRES such a concept). And yes, there's a lot to learn about brain function from thinking about athletics. PG